Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1721 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'At The Bottom Of It All'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Change Your Thinking, Change Your Life (2); fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Loving Leadership'; fifthly, the final, final spam count for the weekend's now four and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's only one. Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once @ 12:15am; after one pot :P trip I was falling back asleep when suddenly noisy PIG mum goes a-THUMPING around upstairs! Lol, luckily I'd just relieved myself, else I would've been pissed @ her for ruining my awesome night's sleep! XD
- Come the morning, I'm woken again for another pot :P trip when noisy PIG mum goes a-THUMPING around upstairs and after this second pot :P trip I immediately fall back asleep, because I'm certain she'll get very nooisy again one hour later!
- Like clockwork, PIG mum noisily a-THUMPING back upstairs one hour later's my wakeup call to use the pot :P for a third time, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- After PIG mum hits me with the eye goo and helps me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still home), she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the back of PIG mum's 4WD and she tootles us off to church, parking @ the bottom.
- Since the disabled loo lid's closed and mean PIG mum won't help me lift it, I head over to the normal ladies loo. The first cubicle also has the loo lid closed and again horrid PIG mum won't life it for me, but luckily the second cubicle's available for immediate usage.
- After washing and drying both hands, I hike around to the service hall and PIG mum rushes off for CM, in such a haste she doesn't find my pen for me! Luckily, I've got my mobile and just send her everything throughj Messenger.
- Yay, I got to stay seated for worship today. I sang everything, plus the harmony for four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Ander Prince; his sermon today asked how our love was. Andrew was a vet and lemme know you can find the James Herriot series from AABC TV!
- After service ended, I used the disabled toilet myself, grabbed a morning tea lil cake and took a seat @ the far end.
- Had an early lunch with dad @ Hungry Jack's. Used the Shake and Win app and won a free soft serve!
- Got home, used the loo once and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day I'll head into my room and grab PIG mum's Mother's Day present for her! Planning to read the book club novel for one hour afterwards; fingers crossed PIG mum feeds me some arvo tea!
- Also fingers crossed dad'll take us out for our once-weekly dinner out together; originally he'd said not tonight ...?
- Toms: can't remember did PIG mum say she was taking me to see Aunty Anna for some massage/acupuncture/going to Bupa Optical @ Garbo and getting my nosepad reattached.
- But Rebecca's coming @ midday/1pm and taking me to the NAB for an hourlong physio session with Emily. She'll see me home and showered before leaving @ 4pm.
- Fingers crossed that I can read for one hour, also that I can watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 79TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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