Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2081 steps (ha, I'm just over two grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'How To Hate Your Life'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Rebuilding Your Marriage (2)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Our Choices Matter 'and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's ten. Ha, the spam count reached double digits. XD Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Actually, nature had already called once @ 11:55pm last night but obviously one pot :P trip takes less than five minutes and I was back under the covers before Sunday arrived.
- I was woken for another pot :P trip when woken by noisy PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 6:20am; after this second pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep coz goodness knows she'd get very noisy again one hour later!
- Like clockwork, I'm awoken for a third pot :P trip when PIG mum goes upstairs; after one last pot :P trip this morning I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still home) befoore leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing but Elf's AFO straps and both shoelaces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and she tootles us off to church, parking underneath the main hall. I hike up to the church building, use the normal ladies loo (third cubicle, since the disabled and first two female cubicles have closed toilet lids and mean PIG mum wouldn't lift them for me) and then grab my usual spot for service on the most left.
- Yay, I got to stay seated for worship today~ I sang everything, plus the harmony for four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- After Peter Pie's sermon and ESS was concluded, Aggie gave me a Jesus PLUSHIE!She helped me hang it on my shoulder bag from Aunty Rebecca.
- Dr. Esther walked out with me to a chair outside and we just chatted until PIG mum came for me.
- I used the disabled bathroom once myself, grab one packet of bikkies for morning tea and sit @ the very back of the area,
- I met Uncle Norm's mum! She randomly fed me a piece of chocolate. XD
- For lunch, dad tootled us back to Hungry Jack's and got me a BBQ cheeseburger plus several chips for lunch plus an orange juice. He had a Whopper and Coke himself.
After lunh, he tootled us home, I used the loo for one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. - Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day online I'll use the loo once more, head down to the gobbling :P table and read for one hour. Hopefully PIG mum'll gimme some arvo tea.
- Dad had better take us out for CHINESE food for dinner and gimme ONE bowl of rice!
- Oh, also must remember to ask dad please can we eat out again toms night to celebrate my Freedom Day: 23rd May marks FIFTEEN YEARS since I was released from the insane asylum!! I've got Toastmasters that night but have GG the night after so will ask can we please eat out toms night instead.
- Toms: think I'm seeing Aunty Anna for some acupuncture and massage toms morning, coming home for lunch with dearest dad and then heading out for NAB physio in the arvo? Unsure with who, but hopefully I'll get to read Spare for one hour afterwards and then watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 85TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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