Good afternoon! Firstly, my final, final plodding total for Friday’s actually 2748; secondly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 580 steps (coz obviously I haven’t left the house today) and thirdly, TWFT topic’s ‘Only Jesus Can Satisfy Your Soul’. Anyways, let’s start off with last night’s events first!
- For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:28pm , I lasted 6:16 . Now, lemme play one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Now @ 2:36pm , I’ve played a second game of Bejeweled lasting 5:45 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- I’d just finished my most important two hours online when PIG mum tumbled downstairs from pigland, immediately and gleefully forced me offline. Tostall for time, I went to the loo and did a stinky unspeakable first, but ‘twas inevitable: over the next 25+ minutes I had to let her gleefully force me on stupid floor exercises for her, before I went over to the couch and watched the match with my dearest Bear Bear~
The game started well; @ halftime, we were leading! I used the loo once @ halftime, then softly, slowly but most hatefully sang like 25% through my newest second-favourite song, closing my left eye for all the important numbers, coz I felt the cruel and unfaithful God spiritually attacking me. *sigh* Live and let live, hello! >< *sigh*
- Alas, the Broncos bombed the second half and lost the match. >< I just noted down my final, final plodding total, repeated the usual nightly events then hit the sack, zzz~
Today: Yay, 9th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7:15am , and after one pot :p trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:25am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo before leaving for work not five minutes later; for some reason, she seemed very bitchy this morning? No matter, after she left I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- Afterwards, the teddies and I cuddle and snore, me not waking again until like 9:10am to use the pot :P again! Some aunty comes over around 9:20am , but I couldn’t quite place her voice and I’ve forgotten did I fall back asleep before Besta arrived a few minutes early.XD
- Besta gave me fifteen more minutes before getting me kitted for today. Thanks to her who helped me squirt some toothpaste when I went over to the bathroom to brush teeth; Ela enjoyed her once weekly break.
Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one more tinkle, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Yay, dad left me one whole slice of ham and egg, not just half, for breakfast! I’m guessing coz there was only crust left? Thanks to Besta who cooked the bread yummy and added one slice of cheese for me~ I also enjoyed one mug of white tea with two sugars; thanks to Besta who left the teabag inside for me, and also passed me a spoon so I could suck the teabag. XD My main joy, however, was getting to read My Sister’s Keeper for 1.5 hours! I reached page 200 @ 11:05am and page 222 @ 11:40am . While I read, Besta gently massaged for one full hour while watching television.
- At midday , she took me to the loo for one tinkle and made me one mug of warm Milo . I read for another 0.25 hours, before ringing Aunty Nga after being unable to reach Aunty Lai. Oh noes, both she and Mickey have the flu! :S
- After our phone call ended, I happily read for another thirty minutes, reaching pg. 150 @ 12:25pm .
- Before leaving, @ 12:55pm Besta took me once more to the loo for two tinkles. Surprisingly, PIG mum came back home early, coz she was dashing off for a random work party, lucky thing!
- Besta left me with one full bowl of fried rice and another mug of white tea before leaving. While I ate, I happily watched live Westlife videos.
- Lunch finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- At 12:45pm , I walk myself once slowly and safely to the loo for two tinkles and back, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice (hopefully), will lemme drink white tea with two sugars (maybe) and will gimme the chance to read for another hour (fingers crossed!)
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Actually, the special thing’s that we’re Lettering Together again toms; gotta Google short quotes that I can scrawl toms! XD So hopefully bbl after Kim’s gone, else hope to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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