Sunday Post 197b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; I still get too excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 169 steps (obviously, I haven't left the house yet!); secondly, TWFT topic's "Don't Let Fear Stop You" and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's twenty-two but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm still owed ONE HOUR online after I get home this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?
- for my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 9:36am, I lasted 6:19. Now, lemme play one more that lasts between five and six minutes, and i'm content to call it quits for Sunday. XD
- Now @ 9:50am I've played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:32. That's today's quotas satisfied, and i'll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
- Argh, my IDIOT BLADDER denied me reaching another week of awesome sleeps, after I'd just enjoyed six consecutive! >< Nature called around 12:30am. XD
- Nature called again around 6:20am; after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- one more hour of happy snoring for the teddies and I. I also use the pot :p once more when PIG mum comes down to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly not only with a bra but a tee too, because dearest dad hadn't left for work yet.
- After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

 - After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- Breakfast is one slice of toast very lightly buttered and with the merest hint of jam, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one yummy mug of warm chocolate milk. Over breakfast I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over 

 - Around 9:40am, I walk myself slowly and safely once to the loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God's near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

- just waiting for dad to come back and drive me to church now~

- Letter Together's happening this arvo! I'm gonna try scrawl "Dream Big. Work hard.", "Live What You Love" and "Life's Short. Smile While You Still Have Teeth." XD

- Toms: perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me? I'm only seeing Vincent the physio for a torture session in the early arvo, before Kim comes to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^