Good evening
and probably one final greeting for tonight! Em’s probable final, final
plodding total for Friday now stands @ 1808. Wonder if I’ll have reached 2000
before the night’s out? Righteo, probable final, final events for Saturday?
Nature didn’t
call again until 6:40am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes
until 6:50am beginning a
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with
the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><
*sigh*
- One hour later, when dearest dad comes to kiss me bye before leaving for his hard day’s work, I use the pot :P once more.
- The teddies and I cuddle and snore for another hour, the phone ringing my wakeup call to use the pot :P again. Shortly afterwards, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with once after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum
comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE
L me to walk to the bathroom to brush
teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also
leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel,
asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly
important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no
bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of
having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ...
*sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He
lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all
only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life
that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walked myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was
some porridge not with one slice of toast but with one small chunk of the red
bean and green tea cake PIG mum made last night! I also drank one full mug of
water, popped all my usual drugs :P and gulped one small mouthful of milk. Over
breakfast, I spent ten more minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to
do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Thanks to PIG mum who let Alayna inside when she arrived, thus saving me from a dangerous, potentially disastrous trip to the front door myself.
- BTW, Joni’s devotional topic’s ‘Two Lenses’.
- Sadly, Alayna still hasn’t found me paid seated work yet, but she did mention applying for some taxi allowance so she can find me jobs further away; she says she’s limited in finding suitable work for me locally.
- After walking Alayna out, I use the loo once then walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Yay, this morning I watch Nine’s morning news!
It’s read out by Davina Smith; and here are all the interesting surnames I found:
Fedor, Swales, Santomartino, Monfries, Airlie (first name), Macklin (heard), Danby,
pearl, Kyrgios, De Minaur, Gavrilova, Toledo
- Alas that the moment I finish watching the news, I haveta let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to plod twenty-five minutes on the bloody treadmill for her.
- That done, she helps me change into a fresh bra (by ‘help’ I mean she does the strap for me; I’ve still gotta insert both arms myself) and leaves me to change the tee myself.
- I stay over the loo for two/three tinkles, wash and dry Era then slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- For lunch, mother and I both have one can of Campbells Cream Of Chicken soup with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast tossed in. Oh, before that, I’ve gotta let horrid PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to feed me some fruit, but I don’t really mind coz I’m sitting and can fully concentrate.
- Lunch finished, I walk myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- At
- PIG mum tootles me off to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt both ways, we listen to 97.3FM all day and today, Era helps Ela stretch for twenty-five minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 100 times, holding each for a count of fifty. Era also rubs Ela’s fingers for about four minutes.
- At Ray’s, I use the loo for one tinkle, bid the failure popcorn light greetings then lay down and get some massage and acupuncture from Ray. PIG mum’s in her element, obviously, yapping unceasingly @ Ray. My grateful thanks to him for always replying and keeping a conversation flowing.
- After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootles us home. I turn off the alarm then walk myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Thanks to PIG mum who lets Aunty Kitty inside when she announces her arrival about eleven minutes late, again saving me from a potentially dangerous trip to the front door myself.
- So a nice hot shower for me – I wash my hair today, but thanks to Aunty Kitty who helps me rinse it out, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut. Seriously, this shower every fortnight’s my favourite, especially now it’s Winter because Aunty Kitty keeps the showerhead over my back and keeps me warm! Aunty Lucia would too but I can’t stand her incessant and inane gossip, while awful PIG mum’s banned the CODA carers from being inside the bathroom while I’m washing. *sigh*
- I have one tinkle before Aunty Kitty flips the nice hot water off, get dried, have another tinkle and get creamed. When Aunty Kitty rekits me, I have one more tinkle when she’s doing Elf’s AFO straps and one last when I’m drying inside both ears.
- Back outside, arvo tea’s another chocolate teddy bun and one mug of yummy Chinese oolong tea. Aunty kitty cleans the bathroom then sits down for a chat before leaving exactly one hour from when she arrived. Turns out she’s somehow high in iron and she’s one year older than PIG mum.
- I used the loo once more after she left then returned online.
- Planning to watch more NRL tonight!
- Toms; getting my weekly
sleep-in till
- Kim’s coming to mind me from
- Then, excitement: toms night I’m having dinner out with Christy jie, Fiona and Letty! Fiona wants Vietnamese food?
- Righteo, hope everyone has a smashing weekend ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. Tee hee, tonight I've managed SIX posts; that's even rarer than five! XD
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