Good afternoon
and potentially one final greeting for Sunday! Firstly, Em’s potential final,
final plodding total for Sunday’s 1429 (but I’m fairly sure I’ll have passed
1.5 grand before the night’s out XD) but secondly and way most importantly, I’m
really still owed TWENTY-FIVE MINUTES online tonight after I watch the
football!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 20TH awesome consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :p trip I immediately went back to sleep, coz I hoped to wake and use the pot :p once more before PIG mum started a-THUMPING around @ 7:20am!
Success~ PIG
mum started a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 7;20am, which was my wakeup call to
use the pot :p again, before spending the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At
- PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly not only with the bra but the tee because dearest dad hasn’t left for church yet before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum
comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE
L me to walk over to the bathroom to
brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, isit over the loo for two tinkles, also
fully leaning the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing
on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good
day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He
created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the
free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve
death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly
everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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