Sunday Post 248b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 262 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic’s “Join Christ’s Victorious Church! (1)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s only one but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THITY-TWO MINUTES online after I get home from church!! Anyways, events for today?

• Woo hoo, 13^TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:25am, and after one pot :P trip I went right back to bed coz I hoped to fall asleep once more before PIG mum came to poke me up!
• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 9:42pm, I lasted 6:01. Now, lemme finish one more lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Sleep didn’t return before PIG mum let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with a bra strap, but that’s okay because she also helped me with a tee coz dearest dad hadn’t left for church yet.

Whilst getting myself mostly independently kitted after giving myself fifteen more minutes, I also spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread tossed into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and half a small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Now @ 10:19 I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:44. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Nature has called twice since; both times I’ve walked myself slowly and safely once to the loo for one tinkle and back, again and always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Waiting for PIG mum to come back and drive me to church now.
• Resigned to having lunch with the parents @ Maccas, but hopefully when I get home PIG mum’ll lemme shower straightaway coz I wanna watch the Broncos play in the arvo!
• Also won’t get to have dinner out with dearest dad – bbl!

Cheers,

Em. ^^