Good evening
and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Firstly, Em’s potential final,
final plodding total for Wednesday now stands @ 1345 and secondly, Joni’s
devotional topic’s ‘Is It Coincidence … Or God?’ Righteo, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 9th consecutive
awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until
I awoke one
hour later to use the pot :P again after dad walked silently down the hallway
and unpopped the lock before spending the ten minutes till 8am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Now @
- After dearest dad kisses me goodbye and retucks the teddies and I back into bed before leaving for his hard day’s work, the teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking again for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum
comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE
L me to walk over to the bathroom to
brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also
leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel,
asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly
important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no
bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of
having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good
day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ...
*sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He
lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all
only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life
that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was
some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread ripped into it/one small
slice of PIG mum’s banana cake, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P
and a small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
- PIG mum leaves for her secret meeting while I’m munching breakfast, when I’m finished I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- When Aunty Deana announces her arrival several minutes late, I walk myself slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Back online, I watch Nine’s/Seven’s morning news! It’s read by Davina Smith, and here are all the interesting surnames I found: : Atkinson, Kickert, Longley, Monfries, Lambert, Santomartino, Camerelli, Frost, Rioli, Nicholls, De Minaur and Finch, tomorrow’s max will be twenty-four, and there’s maybe a shower/two, lotsa drizzle.
- For lunch, I have six delicious fried dumplings with an entire plateful of yummy wombok and one mug of chocolate milk, but not that tasteless healthy chocolate milk PIG mum bought: Aunty Deana had lunch @ her local sports club recently and took a packet of milk chocolate powder for me: it’s actually got real chocolate taste! She has her usual two minute noodles; over breakfast, we both Google for buffet restaurants near where I live coz we’re going out for Aunty Deana’s birthday lunch not next Wednesday but the Wednesday after!
- Lunch finished, I return online. When PIG mum returns from her secret business, I use the loo once more, we say our thanks and byes to Aunty Deana and PIG mum tootles me off to phydio @ the NAB.
- Physio today: 1.5 hrs for Ela: wrist extension, stabilising cup, lifting forearm, lifting cup, some passive movement. I was particularly annoyed with Ethan for not being present with his shiny hundred dollar bill because yesterday when I left the NAB he promised he’d bring it today but Sonia said he randomly decided to take a day of annual leave! I asked Sonia to please smack him over the head for me; when she said she couldn’t do that coz he’s too tall I asked her to please mime smacking him over the head for me. Only then she said she dare not, coz what’d she do if Ethan sued her for intimidation?? XD
- After one more loo trip, PIG
mum tootled us home. Alas, we weren’t stuck in much traffic, meaning we
got home before
- But thanks to PIG mum who let
Kim inside when she arrived two minutes early, thus saving me from a
potentially dangerous trip to the front door. Me, I wait till
- So anice hot shower for me – I wash and rinse my own hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sing only 17% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
- I have one tinkle before I flip the nice hot water off, mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps me dry my back, both legs and Era), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helps me cream my back, both calves and Era) then mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped me with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces. Then I use the – bbl!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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