Good afternoon
and potentially one final greeting for Sunday! Firstly, Em’s potential final,
final plodding total for Sunday’s 1429 (but I’m fairly sure I’ll have passed
1.5 grand before the night’s out XD) but secondly and way most importantly, I’m
really still owed TWENTY-FIVE MINUTES online tonight after I watch the
football!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 20TH awesome consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :p trip I immediately went back to sleep, coz I hoped to wake and use the pot :p once more before PIG mum started a-THUMPING around @ 7:20am!
Success~ PIG
mum started a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 7;20am, which was my wakeup call to
use the pot :p again, before spending the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- At
- PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly not only with the bra but the tee because dearest dad hasn’t left for church yet before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
PIG mum
comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE
L me to walk over to the bathroom to
brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, isit over the loo for two tinkles, also
fully leaning the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing
on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good
day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He
created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the
free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve
death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly
everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is
some porridge with one lil slice of PIG mum’s red bean chocolate cake, one full
mug of water, all my usual drugs :p and one small half mouthful of milk. Over breakfast,
I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my
day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to
do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite
Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- Breakfast finished, I sit and finished watching the episode of Australian Ninja Warrior that PIG mum wouldn’t lemme finish watching last night before she gleefully booted me off to bed! I’m in awe of these ninja warriors; even before the cruel and unfaithful God so wantonly destroyed my life with the disabling brain tumour back in 2007, when I was still physically able, I could never have managed what they are doing!
- Once the episode was over, I used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely online, again and always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- When PIG mum announces her safe arrival home, I walk myself slowly and safely to the door and let her in, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- She tootles me back off to church for ESS. I use the loo once for one tinkle then grab my usual seat. Huge thanks to Tina who walked behind me to my usual spot, thus saving me from a potentially dangerous fall. PIG mum obviously didn’t care less; she was just in too much of a hurry to join her aunty friends of their coffee and gossip session.
- Phew, I got to stay seated for worship again. I sang everything I knew; both hands also clapped along for one song but like every other week, I meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- We had a guest speaker today since Pastor Chris wasn’t here. His sermon was from the passage where Paul talks about how dying’s gain but living’s Christ. I’m not too entirely sure I understood that passage, but am asking Pastor Chris about that right now.
- Service actually ended nearly twenty minutes early but obviously dad was simply too eager to go play baddy with his mates coz he was already waiting outside for me! After I used the loo for one more tinkle, he tootled me off to the Underwood Maccas for a cheap five dollar lunch. PIG mum scored coz she got my yucky beetroot, dearest dad scored coz he got all her chips, and me… well, I’m always the loser. >< *sigh* But I did enjoy reading the Sunday mail!
- Afterwards, PIG mum and I buy groceries from Underwood Marketplace before returning home.
- Now @
- After turning the alarm off, I use the loo for one more tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Dad had better take PIG mum and I out for dinner tonight!
- Toms: perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me? Don’t think I’ve got any plans, apart from a torture session with Vincent the physio in the arvo.
- Tina’s coming to mind me from
- Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing weekend ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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