Tuesday Post 280b

Heylo again and please excuse the post post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post before midday. XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding  335 steps (obviously, I’ve not left the house yet) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Leave Me Alone!’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY- EIGHT MINUTES online when I get home this arvo!1 Anyways, events for today?

• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 8:11am, I lasted 5:29. Now, lemme play one more lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:40am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 6:50am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• The teddies and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking again about one hour later for the pot. :P
• Only suddenly, PIG mum rushes down and orders me to get up; she forgot that the alarm man’s coming to fix the alarm today! Poo’s that I didn’t get my fifteen more minutes, but yay’s that she helped me get kitted~
• I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• Now @ 9:18, I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:07. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve actually also played two more memorable games: one lasting 7:20 and the other 8:15!
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is two plain (no honey) Weet-Bix with several balls of Milo cereal, all my usual drugs :P and the largest mug of water PIG mum could find. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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