Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2240 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Marvelling @ The End Of History; thirdly, TWFT topic's "Let's Care For Each Other' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Legacy Of Friends' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY-FIVE MINUTES online after PIG mum feeds me some arvo tea!! Anyways, events for today?
- Grr nature ended my five-day awesome sleep streak when she nudged me awake and ordered that I use the pot! >< XD
- Nature called again around 6:20am; after another pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew for certain that PIG mum would get very noisy one hour later!
- Like clockwork, noisy PIG mum's daily a-THUMPING around upstairs exactly one hour later awkes me for another pot :P trip, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum lets herself into my room and hits me with the eye goo before returning outside and opening the door for Karina when she announces her arrival @ 7:30am.
- After my fifteen more minutes, I use the pot :P once more for three tinkles, we get me kitted and then we head over to the bathroom where I brush teeth. Thanks to Karina who squirted some toothpaste for me.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and head out to the gobbling :P table. Breakfast was one bowl of Sultana Bran, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get
through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the
cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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