Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2380 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'God Forgives And Is Still Just'; thirdlly, TWFT topic's 'Does Your Loved One Need A Miracle Today?' and fourthly, the spam count for the weekend's already twenty-three. Anyways, events for today?
- I used the pot :P once last night around 12:30am and again this morning @ 6:30am (PIG mum awoke me with her nousy a-THUMPING around upstairs) before falling back asleep rightaway, since I knew with certainty she'd get noisy again one hour later!
- Like clockwork, noisy PIG mum a-THUMPING upstairs and getting changed for church was my wakeup call to use the pot :P again, after which
I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and tee, before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of toast smeared with some avocado, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
After washing and drying Era, dad tootles me off to church. On arrival, I use the loo once for one tinkle myself and head to the Bible study classroom. Lol, I'm that early, not only hasn't neither the teacher nor any other students arrived, the room's still locked! XD I post an amused status onto Facebook about this while waiting for others to arrive.
Less than thirty minutes left, so just briefly:
- Seven students today; Uncle William taught from Hebrews 5:10-6:20.
- Hauled myself upstairs for ESS afterwards.
- Stayed seated for worship; sang everything plus the harmony for four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Rev. Timothy Chang; his sermon title was Encouraged By Each Other's Faith. He spoke Mandarin and Charlene translated for him; I tuned out and played Farm Hereos and then Candy Crush Jelly Saga; I passed two more levels!!
- Chatted with Kalos after ESS ended; he's going deep sea fishing for his bucks' party this weekend!
- Had a Happy Meal for lunch with dad @ the Warrigal Square Maccas; dad had some kinda double Big Mac.
- Got home, used loo for one tinkle and plopped online.
- Once I've used up my most important two hours of the day think I'll blog. Was tempted to call upstairs and ask PIG mum for some arvo tea but think I'd better blog instead.
- Dad had better take us to eat Chinese food tonight and gimme ONE bowl of rice!
- Looking forward to having Facebook video chat with Aunty Nga tonight~
- Toms: hope PIG mum helps me up...
- Unless she takes me out aisle walking, expect a super-pissy plodding total from me.
- Wonder what time she's found David to gimme physio and who'll mind me from 4pm till 6pm?
- Fingers crossed I can watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 85TH time!
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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