Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1845 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic's 'The Different Tenses Of Grace' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Work On Your Marriage' but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-THREE MINUTESonline after PIG mum gets home!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:45am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Usually nature calls every hour after that initial wakeup call but today I happily snored until PIG mum started her daily s-THUMPING around upstairs around 7:45am before waking for another pot :P trip. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo before going back out again to await Meredith's arrival.
- When she arrived about five minutes early, PIG mum gave me fifteen more minutes and I got fifteen more minutes.
- When Meredith returns, I sit up, introduce myself , use the pot :P for one tinkle and we get me kitted.
That done, I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. I was just about to ask Meredith could she please squirt me some toothpaste when PIG mum banished her away. *sigh* After brushing teeth, I sat over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realised I felt like doing a stinky unspeakable.
After washing and drying Era, I head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, which is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of toast with mashed avocado, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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