Tuesday Post 276

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1852 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The End Of The Gospel' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Things Are Going To Get Better'. Anyways, events for today?

• Nature called once @ 2:50am; I also used the pot :P again @ 6:30am before I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

•  Usually nature calls every hour after that initial pot :P call, but today I snored so happily I didn't wake to relieve myself again until dearest dad very considerately walked silently along the hallway and unpopped the lock leading into the garage @ like 8:05am!~

• After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and leaves for his hard days work around 8:15am, I actually manage to fully fall back asleep before noisy PIG mum awakes me with her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs!

• he lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and then back out again to await Hannah's arrival. Actually, Hannah arrives ten minutes early today! But she's good: she knocks, pushes open the door, says good morning and reminds me fifteen more minutes. I nod Uber @ her and she retreats. XD

• When Hannah comes back, I use the pot :P for one more tinkle, she gets me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Hannah who squirts me out some toothpaste. Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.

• After getting myself spoons, breakfast is one bowl of porridge with one of those tuna buns that PIG mum baked last night, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Less than thirty minutes left, so just briefly:

• Hannah took me foe a thirty minute plod @ Underwood Park; we hiked around the lake before sitting under a pagoda that had a seat with a backrest to poke @ our mobilles.

• Suddenly some nursing home takes these grannies to the park also; they go and feed the ducks and one old lady invites me to join them! Hannah walks behind me to the railing, the old woman passes me the pail of feed, Era scoops out one handful and I toss them down to the ducks!

• Came back home and showered - hairwash today. Also thanks to Hannah who helped me rinse out my hair, thus freeing Era to hold my stupid right eye tightly shut.

• Dried, creamed and rekitted, lunch is one tuna and cheese toastie cut into two triangles and one mug of Chinese tea. I read for thirty minutes and use loo for two tinkles when Hannah leaves. She's not back till next Tuesday 9-1.

• Hopefully PIG mum'll feed me some arvo tea; I'm planning to read for another hour coz this historical fiction I'm reading now's quite good!

• Looking forward to watching the 6pm news bulletin for the 83RD time!

• Anyways, hopefully bbl else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^