Sunday Post 215b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; I still get too excited whenever I get to post before midday. XD Firstly, my final, final plodding total for Saturday now stands @ 2624; secondly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 719 steps (obviously, I haven’t left the house yet); thirdly, TWFT topic’s ‘Overcoming Your Fears (2)’ and fourthly, the spam count for the weekend’s only three but fifthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY-TWO MINUTES online after I get back home this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?

Yay, second consecutive awesome sleep last night! Just like yesterday, nature didn’t call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• At 9:16am, I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:47. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Daddy Bear and I happily cuddle and snore for one more hour, me waking again to use the pot :P when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with not only a bra but a tee also, coz dearest dad hasn’t left for church yet. Then she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I do after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P for one more tinkle first.
• Now @ 9:35am I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:56. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve already also played not one, but TWO, games lasting more than seven minutes!
• PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, after which I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela).

Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Breakfast was some Weet-Bix porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I spend ten more minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• At 9:40am, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo for a stinky unspeakable and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
• Waiting for PIG mum to come back and drive me to ESS~
• Looking forward to our luncheon and baptism afterwards!
• Don’t have any plans for the arvo … bracing for some stress from mother. >< *sigh*
• Perhaps expect a pissy plodding total from me toms? Apart from a early arvo torture session with Vincent the physio, don’t think I’ve got anything else planned.
• Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme off shoelace tying practice, yay that toms is white tea day and fingers crossed I’ll get to read for one happy hour! Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!

Cheers,

Em. ^^