Thursday Post 258

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2060 steps (ha, just over two grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Righteous Anger (2)’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and FOUR MINUTES online after PIG mum gets home!! Anyways, events for today?

-         I used the pot :P once last night around 2:45am and once more this morning around 6:20am, before spending the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-         Happily cuddlings and snorings for Juice and I; me waking to use the pot :P once more one hour later when PIG mum startrs a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’s let herself intomy room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.

-         Ending @ 2:48pm I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:19. Now, lemme play one more lasting between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, after which I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Cheers,

Em. ^^