Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Thursday!
Em’s potential final, final plodding total for today now stands @ 7662. Ha, I’m
more than ¾ a normal person for today. XD Righteo, potential final, final
events for today?
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Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature
didn’t call until 6:50am, and after one pot :P trip I spend the ten minutes
till 7am beginning a mostly silent
chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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I didn’t fall back asleep afterwards, but I did use the pot:P
once more when PIG mum began a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she’d entered my
room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only
a bra strap but a tee (because dearest dad hadn’t left for work yet) before
leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with
after first giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more.
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PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces,
before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to
brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to
the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Actually, first I turn
the television on, coz I wanna watch Sunrise
Breakfast was
some Weet-Bix porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast thrown into it,
all my usual drugs :P and one small hall-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I spent
ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking
him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important
to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing
on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good
day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh*
He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live
the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only
deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that
nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
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At 5:09pm I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled
lasting 6:43 . Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes,
and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
After breakfast,
I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and
unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Sitting
over the loo for two tinkles, I also fully lean against the side rail and spend
some time finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel.
Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me,
I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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Lol, I’ve forgotten the name of the carer who took me out
today! >< XD She’s twenty-three, has two younger brothers and her dad
recently passed away from blood poisoning. Her mum’s a carer like her, but
unlike Darani and Kim, she’s not doing further study and is happy to remain a
carer. Personally, I just hope she comes back coz today I held hands with her
and walked well (ie. Erf passing Elf with every step) all day!
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Now @ 5:34pm I’ve finished one more game of
Bejeweled lasting 5:31 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I
promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I promise not to play
again until toms, coz I’ve also played one more game lasting 7:16 !
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We couldn’t find parking outside the library but the carer
was good @ the sideways parking that neither Kim nor PIG mum can achieve.
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After one loo trip, I happily read Feist’s ‘A Kingdom Besieged’
for about seventy minutes, reaching pg,
seventy-five @ 10:18am and finishing on pg. 100 @ 10:53am .
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After one more loo trip, we begin our grocery shopping @
Woolies, then continue shopping upstairs @ Coles. I asked Corrine (ha, I suddenly
remembered her name!) did she wanna buy
her groceries too, and she said Staffing Options forbade their workers to buy
their own groceries when they’re taking clients out! I said screw that, next
time, shop too. XD
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Our last stop was Sunni Bakery, where I picked two buns.
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Lol, we got lost returning to Corrine’s car! XD In the end, I
sat outside on some bench minding the groceries while Corrine went car-hunting.
Turns out we’d remembered the right place but the wrong level. XD
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Lunch was @ Woka Woka; we even bumped into Uncle Thomas and
some JUST guy! We both had the baked pork chop rice; mine with a HK-style cold
milk tea and Corrine had hers with a mango frappe!
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Back home, I rang dearest dad, turned off the alarm then took
a nice warm shower – I washed and rinsed my hair today.
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I had one tinkle before I flipped the nice warm water off,
got dried, got creamed and had another tinkle. Corrine rekitted me, and I had
one final tinkle when she was doing Elf’s AFO straps.
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Back outside, I booted up the computer while Corrine cleaned
the bathroom.
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After she left, I walked myself slowly and safely back
online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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When PIG mum announced her safe arrival home, I walked myself
slowly and safely to the front door and let her in, rising above the cruel and
unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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I let her nab half my Mexican bun for arvo tea. Turns out it’s
basically a polo bun with some sweet stuff inside; we also both drank one mug
of green tea. XD
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Afterwards, I snuck my mobile into the loo and played Candy
Crush while doing a stinky unspeakable. XD Uncle Colbert arrived to get sth
from dad. Afterwards, I walked myself slowly and safely online, again rising
above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting
Him push me over.
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At 5pm, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo for one
tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Fingers crossed dearest dad will take us out for dinner
somewhere tonight!
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Toms: think I’ve got an appointment to see Ray for some
massage and acupuncture, but dunno when.
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Apparently, some OT’s coming for some assessment of Ela then
writing a letter for Dr. John O’Sullivan so I can get more Botox?
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Not sure if that’ll affect Aunty Lucia coming to mind me for
one hour …
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Righteo, fingers crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone has a
smashing end to their week toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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