Wednesday Post 261b

Good afternoon! Firstly, Em’s final, final plodding total for Tuesday actually stands @ 3426; secondly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1844 steps and thirdly, TWFT topic’s ‘Use Your Common Sense’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-FIVE MINUTES online after Sally leaves @ 6:30pm!! Anyways, let’s start with yesterday’s events first!

-         For my first game of Bejeweled, I lasted 6:42. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

-         After the usual bland dinner and one more loo trip, dad tootled me off to Dr. Lee’s for small group. Obviously, I was the first to arrive; Dr. Lee and I just made small talk until the next person arrived, Sarah.

-         Last night we did another Bible study, this time from Proverbs chapter eight. Thanks to Alan who dropped me back off home afterwards.

-         Now @ 3:51pm I’ve played another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:35. That’s today’s quotas satisfied and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again till toms, coz I’ve also finished one more game lasting 7:10!

-         Also thanks to PIG mum who lemme quickly do each Lumosity brain game once before I let her boot me off to bed.

Today: woo hoo, 8^th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:25am, and after one pot :P trip I spend the ten minutes till 6:35am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

-         The teddies and I cuddle and snore, me waking to use the pot :P again one hour later. Shortly afterwards, dearest dad comes to kiss me bye before leaving for work.

-         More cuddling and snoring for the teddies and I, PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstair’s my signal to use the pot :P once more. Soon, she’s entered my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes.

PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

-         After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful god’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Breakfast was some porridge with one chunk of dry (unbuttered) toast torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spent ten minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-         Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Cheers,

Em. ^^