Heylo again and please excuse the first post; I still get
too excited whenever I get to post before midday .
XD Firstly, today I’ve only been hard @ work plodding 546 steps (obviously, I’ve
not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Confessions Of A Secret Sinner
(3)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s six but fourthly and way
most importantly, I’m still owed TWENTY-FOUR MINUTES online after I get back
home from calligraphy class!!! Anyways, events for today?
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For my first game of Bejeweled
ending @ 9:16am , I lasted 6:09 . Now, lemme play one more game lasting in
between five and six minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
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Now @ 9:25am I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:36 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise
to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Yay, 5th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature
didn’t call until 5:35am , and after
one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes until 5:45am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the
saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance,
strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the
pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided
that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but
she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough
she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got
to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
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Happy snorings resumed for the
teddies and I, me waking for the pot :P twice more before PIG mum comes to help
me very slightly with not only a bra strap but a tee (coz dearest dad hasn’t
left for church yet) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently
kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
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Oh, and I had my 54th dream!!
For this one, Sonia, PIG mum were all sitting in the NAB, talking about …
WEEVILS! When I excitedly told PIG mum about my newest dream, she was like, “Uhh,
what are weevils?” XD
PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces,
before I let her gleefully FORCE J me to walk out to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning
against the side rail and continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walk
myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel
and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is some porridge with a few chunks of PIG mum’s
newest loaf, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small
half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast I happily watch Weekend Sunrise and spend
ten final minutes finishing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and
unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me
because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having
a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude!
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Breakfast finished, I walk myself
slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. PIG mum leaves for
church, saying she’ll be back to pick me up @ 10:35am .
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At 9:35am , I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo for a
stinky unspeakable and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Just waiting for PIG mum to come
back and drive me to ESS now.
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Shame she’s already said she won’t
lemme enjoy lunch out after service with my church peers … I’m sorry, I never
knew I was such awful company to be around! ><
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Looking forward to Letter Together
this arvo, though! Mel’s said she’ll help me find a Bible verse I might scrawl;
I’ve also found one funny one and one inspirational one~
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Wonder if PIG mum’ll take me with
her to pick up her new specs in the arvo?
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I’m braced for some stress this
arvo/toms night … >< *sigh*
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Toms: perhaps expect a pissy
plodding total from me? Presumably I’ve got a torture session with Vincent the
physio early arvo sometime; other than that, don’t think I’ve got much else
planned …
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Sally’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm.
It’s our first shift with just us two; hope she’s nice!
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Anyways, hopefully bbl, else hope
everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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