Saturday, May 2, 2020

Sunday Post 333b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, since it's my 2nd consecutive day stuck @ home I'm again logging in my plodding total @ only 750; secondly, TWFT topic's 'Learn To Think Strategically (2)' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's only six but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-EIGHT MINUTES online after I visit the loo once more before ESS starts!! Anyways, events for today?
  • For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 9:51am I lasted 5:41. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between six and seven minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • Nature called once last night around 12:35am and again around 3:30am since I've always been a messy sleeper and had kicked all my blankets away. Thankfully, they were within Erf's reach, meaning I didn't haveta sit up and drag the blankets back with Era. XD
  • Now @ 10:14am I've played one more game of Bejeweled lasting 6:33. That's today's quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
  • When PIG mum began her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs around 7:20am this morning, she obviously awoke me. After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Shortly afterwards, PIG mum comes downstairs to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee also (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help me with Elf's AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and  continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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