Good afternoon! Firstly, my final, final plodding total for
last night’s exactly 4000 (confession: ‘twas 3998, but I was so annoyed that I was
only two steps from reaching 4000 I scooted back, stood up then dragged my
chair forward two more steps XD); secondly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding only 621 steps
(obviously, I’ve not left the house) and thirdly, TWFT topic’s ‘Act With
Compassion’. Anyways, let’s start off with last night’s events first!
- Phew, huge thanks to PIG mum who came downstairs and started microwaving dinner @ 6:15pm, @ 6:30pm, I walked myself once slowly and safely to the loo for one tinkle then back to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- At
- After the usual dinner, I used the loo once more than sat down to watch the Broncos vs. Tigers match with Bear Bear!
- At halftime with the scores locked @ around six apiece, I used the loo once then sat and watched the halftime show while softly, slowly but most hatefully singing about ¼ of my newest second-favourite song out aloud, closing the left eye for all the important numbers.
- Now @
- Woah, scary! We drew ahead, they levelled, we went into extra time but luckily won because we were awarded a penalty!
- After another loo trip, I noted down my final, final plodding total for Saturday, watched one episode of Avatar: the Last Airbender then hit the sack. Lucky Ela: PIG mum was using the massage chair; she scored a reprieve from having to hold the milk carton, open the fridge door and hold the toothbrush last night, score!
Today: yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call
until 6:50am, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:00am
beginning a mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience,
perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving
PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her
whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't
sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her
words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that
happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
The teddies and I cuddled and I dozed, but didn’t actually
fall back asleep before PIG mum came and hit me with the eye goo before leaving
for work @ 7:30am . After dearest dad
had retucked the teddies and I back into bed and promised to stay quiet so that
we could snore in peace, before returning to sleep I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I
find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful
God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would
remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the
heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair
enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme
live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- More happy snorings for the teddies and I, me waking twice more or the pot :P before Besta arrived five minutes late. She was smart, immediately offering me fifteen more minutes once Daddy Bear nodded good morning @ her, thus saving her from the wrath of the Bear Bum. XD
- And she remembered! After dearest dad had left, she brought me BREAKFAST IN BED for my birthday!! Like I explained last year, I also got breakfast in bed when I spent some time in the Mater Prviate @ the end of 2008 and beginning of 2009, but it’s just not the same, right??
- After enjoying my ham and egg (and cheese, thanks Besta) sandwich with one mug of white tea, Besta got me kitted and I went over to the bathroom to brush teeth. Thanks to Besta who squirted me some toothpaste; Ela enjoyed her usual weekly reprieve`
After downing one mug of water, I sat over the loo and did a
stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I headed out to the gobbling :P table. Thanks to Besta who found my book club novel for me; I happily read that for one hour while Besta cleaned the bathroom then sat and gently massaged Ela for forty-five minutes.
- Just after
- At
- After finishing lunch, I used the loo once more for two tinkles then walked myself slowly and safely online, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Kim’s
minding me from
- Toms: just church, nothing special. Doubt the parents will lemme out for lunch and I’m bracing for another stressful arvo @ the hands of PIG mum. ><
- And if dad won’t take us out together for dinner tonight, he’d better toms night!
- So hopefully bbl after Kim leaves, else hoping to see everyone @ church toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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