Thursday Post 285b

Heylo again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 1221 but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed FIFTY MINUTES online after Kim minds me for two hours!! Righteo, continuing today’s events?

• Woo hoo, 14^TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature tried calling @ 2am then 4am (unfortunately, I suffered a lil bit LBL two/three times) but both times I managed to persuaded my bladder to lemme fall back asleep, meaning I didn’t use the pot :P till 6:20am and I’ve achieved my 6^th time this year where I’ve enjoyed one full week of consecutive awesome sleeps! :D

After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• The teddies and I cuddle and snore for one more hour, PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs my signal to wake and use the pot :P once more. Soon, she’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with not only a bra but a tee, because dearest dad hasn’t left for work yet. Unfortunately, she also discovers my lil accident last night, bites my head off about it then immediately goes outside and relishes telling dad about my epic failure! >< Yes, she’s awful like that. >< *sigh*

I give myself fifteen more minutes then get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Cheers,

Em. ^^