Good evening again! Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Wednesday
now stands @ 3880 and secondly, Joni’s devotional topic’s ‘Suffering’s Response’
but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-THREE MINUTES online
after I use the loo once more @ 9pm!! Anyways, continuing Wednesday’s events?
- Yay, 8th consecutive sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 7am, and after one pot :p trip I spent the ten minutes till 7:10am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- The best
thing was that I’d fallen fast asleep again by the time dearest dad came
to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work @
- Another solid hour’s worth of cuddling and snoring for Daddy Bear and I; PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs my signal to wake and use the pot :P again. Oh, and I had another dream: I’m GARDENING @ Aunty Ann’s place!
- PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly with a bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes.
PIG mum comes to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I
let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor
Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully
against the side rail and continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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