Thursday, March 1, 2018

Thursday Post 219b


Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Thursday! Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 2256. Righteo, potential final, final events for Thursday?

Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 5:50am, and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

  • Nature calls again one hour later; shortly after another pot :P trip, PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo and help me not only very slightly with a bra strap but a tee also because dearest dad hasn’t left for work yet. Oh, and I have another dream!! In this dream, someone’s driving me somewhere @ night! When I ask PIG mum who the driver might’ve been coz PIG mum says she can’t drive @ night anymore, she says it’s dearest dad driving me to small group!
  • After giving myself fifteen more minutes, I use the pot :P once more for one tinkle then get myself mostly independently kitted. PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela).
  • Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. Actually, I turn on the television first, coz I wanna watch Sunrise!
  • Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, one full mug of milk, all my usual drugs :P and half a small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, while happily watching Sunrise, I spend another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the toilet, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

  • After washing and drying Era, I sit in the garage and wait for Kim’s arrival. When she arrives around 9am, I get into the Camry and she tootles me off for my fortnightly shopping trip!
  • On arrival, I use the loo once then grab Matthew Reilly’s The Great Zoo Of China and happily read for about one hour. Today I finished pg. 333 @ 9:38am, reached pg. 350 @ 9:50am, reached pg. 375 @ 10:12am and reached pg. 400 @ 10:36am.
  • After posting an entry onto Facebook, I use the loo for one more tinkle then Kim and I begin our shopping!
  • Now @ 5:56pm I’ve finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 622. That’s today’s quotas fulfilled, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XDActually, I further promise not to play again until toms, coz I’ve also played another game lasting 7:25 and a fourth lasting 9:54!
  • First, we headed upstairs to Sunni bakery, where I bought that cute four lil chocolate bears bun with faces.
  • Then we headed across to Coles to buy groceries.
  • Back downstairs, I took a seat and briefly rested both legs while Kim went and put our groceries into the car. When she came back, we finished our grocery shopping @ Woolies.
  • For lunch, I met the Lungs @ Ho Lin Wah! I had the ‘B’ meal: pork chop with vegies and rice in gravy; Pastor Chris had the ‘A’ meal: yucky black bean sth while Pastor Grace and Naomi shared some bread roll with a bowl of like curry.
  • They left after about one hour; since I’m such a slow eater, I still hadn’t finished yet! XD No worries, I just texted Kim to please come back please. The only pity was that she refused to pull over @ Maccas and lemme get a soft serve; if PIG mum really won’t gimme my weekly pathetically small amount of ice cream, I’m gonna get it myself on Saturday when Besta’s minding me.
  • Back home, I rang dearest dad, turned off the alarm then took a nice warm shower – I washed and rinsed my hair today. I also softly, slowly but most hatefully sang 15% of my shorter second-favourite song out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
  • I had one tinkle before I flipped the nice hot water off, mostly dried myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped me dry my back, both calves and Era), mostly creamed myself (again, thanks to Kim who kindly helped me cream my back, both calves and Era) then mostly rekitted myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helped with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces).
  • After using the loo for one more tinkle, I washed and dried Era then said bye to Kim coz she said ‘twas time she left. Only I realised she’d CHEATED because when I walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over, rang dearest dad and turned the computer on, I realised ‘twas still only 2:28pm!
  • When PIG mum announced her safe arrival home, I walked myself slowly and safely online and let her back inc
  • Back @ the gobbling :P table, we both had one of those adorable lil bears for arvo tea! I bit the ears off mine then waved him @ PIG mum, saying, “Huh? Ican’t hear you; speak up!” XD
  • Afterwards, I snuck my mobile into the loo and played Candy Crush while doing a stinky unspeakable.
  • XD
  • When dearest dad announced his arrival home from work, I walked myself slowly and safely to the front door and let him in, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
  • Gotta go write my birthday wishlist now!
  • Fingers crossed dad will take PIG mum and I out for dinner tonight!
  • Toms: Connect 2 Group are coming for a meeting @ 11am toms. Fingers crossed that they can help me find paid work; I’m aware both parents reckon that’s impossible, but I haven’t given up hope yet! Also, I wonder if they’re free for lunch together afterwards? Nah, that’s probably wishful thinking …
  • Pretty sure I’ve got an afternoon appointment to see Ray for some acupuncture and massage; bet PIG mum can’t wait to yap incessantly @ him. XD
  • Has Aunty Kitty come back yet?? I’m sure Aunty Lucia has minded me for around one hour for several Fridays now! I wish she’d stop coming; it’s really dangerous when she won’t walk behind me and keep me safe … >< *sigh*
  • Also, since it’s March now, won’t the NRL season begin toms night? Must check the television guide!
  • Righteo, hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing end to their week toms!

Cheers,

Em. ^^

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