Sunday Post 257

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1451steps; secondly, TWFT topic's 'Pray That God Will open Their Hearts' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's fifteen. Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! I did actually wake two/three times during the night but Shirley the sheep yelled, "Fall back asleep before your bladder wakes and demands you use the pot!" Meaning nature didn't call until 7:15am, and after one pot :p trip I spend the ten minutes till 7:25am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• At 3:09pm, I finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:08. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only a bra strap but a tee coz dearest dad hadn't left for church before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* 
• Now @ 3;30pm, I've finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 5:32. That's today's quotas satisfied, and I now promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• Fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I'm still owed FORTY-NINE MINUTES online!!
  
  Cheers,
  
  Em. ^^