- PIG mum hits me with the eye goo, helps me exceedingly slightly with only the bra strap then leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P for one more tinkle first.
- She returns to help with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above His near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is one of the little buns PIG mum recently baked, one bowl of plain porridge, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one mug of that fake chocolate milk. Over breakfast, I spent another ten
minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him
please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to
constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing
on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good
day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's
dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh*
He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live
the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only
deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that
nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
Cheers, - Em. ^^
Monday, June 3, 2019
Wednesday Post 256c
Good evening and potentially one final greeting for Monday! Firstly, Em's potential final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 2149 and secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'You Are Promised An inheritance'. Righteo, continuing today's events?
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