Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1702 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Anchor Of Joy'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Temptation'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Reaching Out'; fifthly, the final, final spam count for the week's actually nineteen and sixthly, the spam count for the weekend's already twelve! Anyways, events for today?
- Nature called once around 2:45am; I was awoken for the pot :P again @ 6:20am when PIG mum began her noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs and after one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep since I knew for certain she'd get very noisy again one hour later!
- Like clockwork, PIG mum noisily a-THUMPING upstairs one hour later's my wakeup call too use the pot :P again; after this second pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum soon lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but a tee also (coz dad's still home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also
leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
- After washing and drying Era I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and she tootles us off to church. Amazingly, she parks where dad usually does when he drives us to play table tennis together, meaning I only had to walk up the ramp dad built to reach service, score!
- After using the disabled loo Aggie got a chair for me, I sat down and welcomed everyone who came! 'Twas especially good seeing Harry and I remembered to 'bai leen' (say that in Canto) to all those my senior generation. XD
- Aggie walked behind me inside when serve started and I got to stay seated for worship, yay~ I sang everything, plus the harmony for two songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- The speaker today was Uncle Onny! His sermon topic was Happy New Year With Kingdom Attitude.
- After service I used the disabled loo once by myself then went back and sat outside A1, coz Aggie had made CNY morning tea treats for us! I grabbed one of everything but then dad got pissed with me eating morning tea and made me walk around to the very end of the other side. Uncle Ken sat down for a chat; he asked me was I still angry with God (answer: yes, obviously!) and he's gonna become a first time grandpa soon!
- For lunch dad tootled us back to Hungry Jack's. I shook my mobile and actually won a free frozen Coke; dunno why dad wouldn't lemme get it? Just a cheeseburger, one chicken nugget about ten chips and an orange juice for me. I did sneak slurps of PIG mum's free coffee, though~
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- OMG Aunty A said let's have dinner @ the Calamvale BBQ and Chinese restaurant tonight!! Dad said but she didn't say she'll shout? I replied after dinner just stay seated until she pays the bill. XD
- Toms: don't have February's rosters yet ... who's minding me 4-6pm? Guess I'm seeing Aunty Anna for some massage and acupuncture; bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ her. XD
- Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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