Saturday, January 7, 2023

Sunday Post 450

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1653 steps (ha, I'm over 1.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Grace Denied And Supplied'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Meditate - Percolate (1); fourthly, Our Daily Bread Devotional topic's 'More Than Conquerors' and fifthly, the spam count for the week's actually fifteen but sixthly, there's no spam for the weekend yet! Anyways, events for today?

  • Nature called once @ 12:20am; I used the pot :P again @ 6:20am when awoken by PIG mum's noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs then fell back asleep immediately since I knew she'd get very noisy again one hour later!
  • Like clockwork, noisy PIG mum a-THUMPING upstairs one hour later's my wakeup call to use the pot :P again. After this second pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Around 7:30am, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
    PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, 
    rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
  • Breakfast was one of those pork floss and shallot buns PIG mum baked last night! I also drank one full mug of water, popped all my usual drugs :P and spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

  •  After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

  • After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's car and buckles my seatbelt. She tootles us off to church and I hike down the long driveway before using the normal ladies loo once since the disabled loo lid's closed and horrid PIG mum won't lift it for me.
  • Once I grab my usual spot for service PIG mum bolts upstairs for the Cantonese one.
  • Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today. I sing everything, plus the harmony for two/three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
  • Speaker today was this commercial lawyer dude; don't remember did he give any sermon title but he talked about not letting our love for God grow cold.
  • Service ended before 10am! I chatted with Mel Mel; thanks to her who walked behind me once to the disabled loo and lifted the lid for me. I managed fine by myself.
  • Seated back out in the hall downstairs, we just chatted while I awaited PIG mum's arrival. Mel Mel told me her daughter still takes an arvo nap but her son Daniel's a big boy now who's started Year One @ the local primary!
  • After PIG mum eventually came downstairs I grabbed a packet of bikkies from the morning tea table and munched them. Someone had prepared red hardboiled eggs to celebrate a baby's 100 day birthday and I grabbed one, but it wasn't fully cooked; eww!
  • Frustration was dad not allowing me to attend the meeting and just dragging me off for a quick lunch @ HJ's before dropping me home and racing off to play badminton and have arvo tea with his mates. But I'm not complaining, since he got me a chocolate MILKSHAKE to drink with lunch! Even though he drank like half first. >< I like how Hungry Jack's now have thick cut chips and they even provide sweet and sour sauce for the chicken nuggets! Dad got himself a whopper with pineapple and bacon.
  • Back home I used the loo for one tinkle and popped online.
  • After I've used up my most important two hours of the day I'll head over to the gobbling :P table and read for one hour. Can't be bothered calling upstairs to PIG mum asking for arvo tea; she'll come downstairs after she's finished napping.
  • Dad had better remember to take us out for CHINESE food for dinner tonight and gimme ONE bowl of rice to eat!!
  • Toms: hope PIG mum'll help me up; if she doesn't by 9:45pm I'll haveta bang the wall for her. Unless she can't be bothered helping me up and just leaves me to do it myself, in which case I'll do it fifteen minutes after dad leaves for his hard day's work.
  • Perhaps expect a super-pissy plodding total from me? I'm only seeing Aunty Anna for some massage and acupuncture toms arvo. Bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap ceaselessly @ her. XD
  • Aisha's minding me from 4-6pm. Shh but I've already forgotten who she is. XD
  • Ooh and fingers crossed I can watch the 6pm news for the 6th time!
  • Anyways, hopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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