Friday, January 20, 2023

Friday Post 452

 Good evening! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 6947 steps (sweet I'm more than half a normal person today XD); secondly, TWFT topic's 'Forming Healthy Relationships'; thirdly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'How To Serve A Bad Boss'; fourthly, Joni's devotional topic's 'Walk By The Spirit'; fifthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Love Like Blazing Fire' and sixthly, the spam count for the week's sixteen but seventhly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and TWENTY MINUTES online after dinner tonight!! Anyways, events for today?

  • Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until the noisy garbage truck THUNDERED down our road to tip bins and woke me @ 6:10am; after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 

  •  Snoring happily with Pijum and Pearl, I wake again for the pot :P around 7:45am and realise dad musn't be working today.
  • Another long happy snore; the third time I'm woken for the pot :P it's PIG mum going a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with the crop top (not bra; can't where anything with metal when going for an MRI) and the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the looo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
  • Breakfast is one bowl of Just Wrong :P, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

  • After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

  • After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and she tootles me off to the P.A. for my MRI! Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my seatbelt both ways, we listen to 97.3FM both ways and today, Era helps Ela stretch for thirty minutes before Ela opens and closes her palm 200 times, holding each for a count of five. Era also helps rub Ela's fingers for ten minutes.
  • PIG mum drops me off outside BIRU and goes to repark the car. Obviously, I don't recognise anyone while waiting; this year will mark 1.5 DECADES since I've been released from the insane asylum!
  • When PIG mum comes back, I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk all the way into the main building, up the orange lifts and over to MRI reception. There, I take a seat and PIG mum goes to inform the receptionist I've arrived, before coming back with the form that I fill in.
  • FINALLY! I've gotta remember the poor wardie/PA guy's named NICK! First he takes me to get my pre-MRI x-ray.
  • OMG the nurse on duty (Vicky) cannulated Ela on the first go!!! :D 
  • The MRI's uneventful; Nick takes me in, I go through my form again with the MRI technician and then I transfer into the MRI tube and lie down. The MRI technician gets sth to tie Ela down and sticks a set of headphones over me.
  • The MRI itself goes for about twenty minutes. During the noisy scan, I silently told God how much I - bbl!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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