Wednesday, January 25, 2023

Thursday Post 453

 Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2617 steps (ha, I'm over 2.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Delayed Deliverances'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Help For Your Marriage' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Love That Forgives'. Anyways, events for today?

  • Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:00am, and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 

  •  Nature calls again when dadf comes to kiss me byr around 7:45am! "Dad, where are you going?" I mutter sleepily. "It's the Australia Day holiday today; surely you don't haveta work?" Dad explains he's going to Uncle Colbert's place to install sth like awnings and will come home and take me out later.
  • Pijum, Pearl and I all happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P around 9:45am shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad might get home @ anytime) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table,rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
  • Breakfast is one bowl of Just Wrong :P (in memory of Karen the teabag :P), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • After washing and drying Era, I grab Green Sticky and then climb into the backseat of dad's 4WD; PIG mum crawls into the passenger seat and dad tootles us out to Garbo!
  • After getting a disabled park on B3, we catch the elevator up. While PIG mum goes to ALDI and buys groceries for her cake making project this arvo, dad takes me to Bupa Optical and sn optometrist tights my glasses for me.
  • That done, dad and I hike all the way to outside JB HI-FI and sit @ one of those huge round tables. Dad gets sushi but I tell PIG mum I'd like warm food please (actually I wanted Korean fried chicken but 'twas pointless even thinking about asking >< XD) and she came back with sizzling sweet and sour pork and a fried egg with rice, yum!
  • Lunch finished, we hiked all the way back to dad's 4WD and he tootled us home. I used the loo for one more tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always  
    rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. 
  • Bbl, coz I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTY MINUTES online!!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^ 

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