Saturday, November 4, 2017

Sunday Post 214

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 5626 steps(ha, apparently I'm more than half a normal person today XD) ; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘A Prayer For Self-Control’ and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend’s four. Anyways, events for today?
-         Aw, pity. My awesome sleep streak ended this morning @ 1:15am when nature called but that’s okay; hopefully I can start achieving my 13TH week of consecutive awesome sleeps right away!
-         Ending @ 2:27pm, I’ve finished one game of Bejeweled lasting 5:05. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
-         Now @ 2:45pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled lasting 6:56. That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Nature called again around 6:20am, after which I spent the ten minutes till 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
-         One more happy hour of snoring for the teddies and I; PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs was my wakeup call to use the pot :P once more. Not long after, PIG mum’s let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with a bra, before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
-         PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
-         After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him over.
Breakfast is some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) bread torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs and half a small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
-         Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely over to the loo and do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
-         After washing and drying both hands, I get into the 4WD, and PIG mum drives us to church, not @ BCAC but Kuraby State High School!
-         There’s quite a long walk to reach the sports hall where we’ve rented for today’s service, and after one loo trip I’m unable to sit on the most left coz there’s already lotsa ppl arrived for service, but oh well~
-         Phew, PIG mum allows me to stay seated for worship today. I sing all three songs, plus their harmonies, but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
-         Speaker today’s Reverend/Pastor Suen; Pastor Grace translates into English for him.
-         Once service ends, I use the loo once more then sit outside, where several of the aunties PIG mum hangs out with for their very informal ‘fellowship’ while I’m attending ESS have bagged a big table and started spreading food out to share.
-         Phew, Nat sat there too with her mum, meaning I didn’t haveta spend lunch without conversation. She’s going for her driver’s licence soon!
-         Afterwards, PIG mum drives us to the Warrigal Square Woolies to buy milk and boxed tissues before driving us home.
-         I turn off the alarm, use the loo for one tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-         Toms: maybe expect a pissy plodding total from me? Not sure what else I’ve got on besides an early arvo torture session with Vincent the physio.
-         Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Fingers crossed she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice, she should lemme drink a white tea with two sugars (every Monday, I think she decided) and hopefully I’ll get to happily read for one whole hour! Anyways, hopefully bbl tonight, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,

Em. ^^

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