Good afternoon!
Firstly, Em’s new plodding total for Monday now stands @ 367 (still haven’t
left the house yet) but secondly and way more importantly, I’m still owed FORTY-FIVE MINUTESonline when I get back home
this arvo!1 Righteo, continuing today’s events?
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Now @ 12:10pm I’ve finished another game of Bejeweled
lasting 5:32 . That’s today’s quotas satisfied, and I promise
to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
Yup, when
he came to kiss me bye I used the pot :P again and then I had an incredible
snore; indeed, I didn’t leave the room till 10:25am ! Actually, when he leaves I first
spend ten minutes a mostly
silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the
patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today
with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering
for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It
doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not
through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess
whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. ><
*sigh*
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I woke
twice/thrice more for the pot :P but heard the vacuum cleaner but thought that’s
impossible, PIG mum surely wouldn’t be vacuuming the house, surely??
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Turns out with the lil extra funding Cathay Community Services gave
people, we had two young Asians come clean our house for like two hours! They were
just leaving when I walked outta my room, I used my exceedingly basic Chinese
to say, “Hi, thanks! Sorry, I speak Cantonese; I don’t speak Mandarin. I don’t
know what you’re saying!” The chic was very nice; after telling me to be
careful, I think she said the floor was wet? I know ‘xiao xin’ is ‘be careful’
in Chinese; I’m presuming the sentence she gabbled very quickly afterwards
meant the floor’s wet. XD
After brushing
teeth (poor Ela), I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning
against the side rail and continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
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After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the
gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast is
some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast ripped into it, one
large full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small mouthful of milk. Over
breakfast, I spend ten
minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel.
Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me,
I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm
perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from
Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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Breakfast finished, I walk myself
slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and
not letting Him push me over.
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Yay, I got to watch Nine’s morning news online! Actually, I missed the
first five minutes because some DSQ person rang to make an appointment for
this/next Friday to start planning for the NDIS arrival.
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Once the news finished, I walked myself once slowly and safely to the
loo for one tinkle and back, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
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Think I’ve just heard dearest dad arrive home; presumably it’s lunchtime
soon!
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I’ve gotan early arvo torture session with Vincent the bloody physio.
>< Stress abounds … *sigh*
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Going grocery shopping with PIG mum afterwards; fingers crossed she’ll
lemme buy a sushi roll for arvo tea!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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