Thursday Post 285

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 2018 steps (ha, I’m just over two grand XD) and secondly, TWFT topic’s “Treasure God’s Word (3)” but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed THIRTY-FIVE MINUTES online after PIG mum gets home and I let her nab half my arvo tea!! Anyways, events for today?

• Woo hoo, 10^TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call until 6:20am, and after one pot :P trip I went straight back to sleep coz I hoped to use the pot :P once more before PIG mum came to poke me up @ 7:30am!
• For my first game of Bejeweled ending @ 2:56pm, I lasted 5:13. Now, lemme play one more game lasting in between six and seven minutes, and I’ll willingly hit the sack tonight. XD

The teddies and I cuddle and snore, PIG mum a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 7:20am my wakeup call to use the pot :P once again; back in bed, I spend the ten minutes till 7:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*

• After PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (because dearest dad hasn’t left for work yet), she leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes and using the pot :P once more first.
• PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :p table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.

Thanks to dearest dad who’d left Sunrise on for me to watch! Breakfast was some porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) slice of toast torn into it, one large full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also spend ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*

Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

• Once Kim arrives, I get into the Camry and she tootles us out to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown for my fortnightly shopping trip! She’s pleased we don’t have wait @ the railway crossing. XD

Cheers,

Em. ^^