Monday Post 366d

 Good evening and potentially one final greeting for tonight! Firstly, Em's potential final, final plodding total for Monday now stands @ 3248 (see? Told you I'd pass three grand! XD); secondly, Joni's devotional topic's 'God Fulfills His Purposes' and thirdly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'The Beauty Of Adoption' but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR online after dinner tonight!! Righteo, potential final, final events for tonight?

• PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, just coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
• After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is one avocado sandwich (which I neatly sliced up, sprinkled salt and gave PIG mum the pleasure of ordering me step-by-step like I was honestly unaware of what to do XD) with one bowl of plain porridge, all my usual drugs :P and one big mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
• For lunch today, PIG mum and I make pizza! Not that I got much; one pizza between three people since dad demanded some for arvo tea. XD
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^