Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3559 steps (ha, I'm just over 3.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Change Is Possible' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Walking With A Limp' but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-FOUR MINUTES online after PIG mum gets home from her half day's work!! Anyways, events for today?
- Woo hoo, 21ST consecutive awesome sleep last night; that's the 21ST time I've enjoyed one straight week of awesome sleeps!! :D Nature didn't call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip I fell back asleep straight away, coz I knew PIG mum would get noisy one hour later!
- Sure enough, one hour later PIG mum woke me with her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs; after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Soon after PIG mum comes to hit me with the eye goo, Karina arrives and gives me fifteen more minutes. When she comes back 2.5 minutes too early, Uber sends her away. XD
- The next time Karina comes back, I use the pot :P once more, we get me kitted and then I head over and brush teeth @ the bathroom. Thanks to Karina who squirts me some toothpaste~
- Oh, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'God Heals Our Brojenness'.
- Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- Breakfast is one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast spread with avocado and sprinkled with salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* Thanks to Karina who turned on Sunrise for my viewing pleasure~
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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