Good afternoon! Firstly, Em's final, final plodding total from last night's 5175 (ha, I was more than half a normal person last night XD); secondly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 5532 steps (sweet, the second consecutive day I'm more than half a normal person XD); thirdly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'When I Am Anxious' and fourthly, TWFT topic's 'Have An Attitude Of Faith' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed FORTY-FIVE MINUTES online after choir rehearsal ends @ 6:30!!! Anyways, let's cover yesterday's events first!
- Woo hoo, 20TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until dearest dad thunked the marmalade jar onto the gobbling :P table and awoke me @ 6:10am; after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Usually nature calls every hour after that initial pot :P trip, but today happiness was snoring all the way until 7:45am, when dearest dad very thoughtfully walked silently along the hallway and unpopped the lock leading into the garage before waking and using the pot :P again.
- After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed and promises to have dinner with me tonight, I snore for about another hour, waking once more for the pot :P shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
- After pouring myself one full mug of water, breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with the last of the adorable little chicken buns PIG mum and I recently made, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my
mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get
through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the
cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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