Friday Post 318b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 542 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic's 'Lift The Limitations On Yourself' and thirdly, the spam count for the week's forty-two but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY-SIX MINUTES online when I get home this arvo!! Anyways, events for today?

• Woo hoo, 20TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 5:45am, when the noisy garbage truck THUNDERED down the road to tip bins, and after one pot :P trip I spent the ten minutes till 5:55am  beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Shirley and I then cuddled and had a MASSIVE snore, coz nature didn't call until dearest dad considerately walked silently along the hallway and unpopped the lock leading into the garage! After another pot :P trip, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After dearest dad left, Shirley and I cuddled and snored again, me not waking for the pot :P until PIG mum begins her usual A-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• At 12:55pm I've played one game of Bejeweled lasting 6:13. Now, lemme finish one more game lasting between five and six minutes, and I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD
• PIG mum comes back to help with nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for just one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a sticky unspeakable.
• Now @ 1:07pm I've finished one more game of Bejeweled lasting 5:33. That's today's quotas satisfied and now I promise to willingly hit the sack tonight. XD Actually, I further promise not to play again until toms coz for my first game I already lasted 7:04!
• After getting myself a fork, breakfast is one bowl of bird food (what Dr. Ku calls All-Bran XD), all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. For some reason PIG mum must've slept in, coz we had breakfast together.
• Breakfast finished, I walked myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also fully leaning against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
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