Saturday, March 21, 2020

Sunday Post 327b

Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding around 600 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, TWFT topic's 'Your Children Are Watching You' and thirdly, the spam count for the weekend's twelve but fourthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed TWENTY-FOUR MINUTES online after I watch the ESS livestream!! Anyways, events for today?
  • Woo hoo, 14TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! That's the 7th time this year I've achieved one straight week of consecutive awesome sleeps; I'm on-track for another big total this year! :D PIG mum woke me when she started a-THUMPING around upstairs @ 6:20am; after one pot :P trip beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
  • Shirley and I cuddled and snored, me waking again one hour later for the pot :P when PIG mum went a-THUMPING upstairs to change. When she came downstairs into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me with only the bra strap, she helped with the tee also coz dearest dad was still @ home, score. Then she left me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Afterwards, while getting myself mostly independently kitted,   I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • PIG mum comes back to help with Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and 
    finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^

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