Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1901 steps (hence bet I'll have cracked two grand before the night's out XD); secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'Jesus Keeps His Sheep'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Refuse To Be Fearful' and fourthly, the spam count for the weekend's already seventeen. Anyways, events for tooday?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:05am when PIG mum started her daily a-THUMPING around upstairs. Actually, I was using the pot :P when she let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dad's home), before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. I also spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (no butter) toast containing some avocado and the tiniest sprinkling of salt, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the bathroom, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against
the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NO
- After washing and drying Era, I sit outside my room and await Fi's arrival, climbing into her car once she arrives.
- While she drives me to the Lung residence, she tells me her paternal grandma passed away last night after fighting cancer for several years .. @ the next red lights, I lean over and give her a hug, saying sorry I dunno how to help you, but if you ever need an ear I'm but a call today. We then stop @ Maccas before arriving @ the Lung residence. XD
- Five ladies attended this morning; we studied Hebrews 3:1-4:13. Thanks to Pastor Grace who made me one mug of white tea with two sugars~
- Less than thirty minutes left, so just briefly:
- Fiona drove me back to BCAC for ESS. Stayed seated for worship, sang everything plus the harmony for three songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Reverend Samuel; his sermon topic was 'The Function And Purposes Of Local Churches And Small Groupd
- Fingers crossed I can bbl, coz I'm really still owed TWENTY-FIVE MINUTES online!!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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