Sunday, July 4, 2021

Monday Post 362b

Heylo again, good afternoon and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2725 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's  'When Will I Be Satisfied?' and thirdly, TWFT topic's 'How To Help Hurting People'. Anyways, events for today?

  • Woo hoo, 11TH consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:55am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
  • Usually, nature calls again every hour after that initial pot :P trip :P but today I didn't wake again until dearest dad came to kiss me bye before leaving for his hard day's work!
  • After I used the pot :P once more, I happily snored for about one hour, nature calling once again shortly before noisy PIG mum begins her usual a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me very slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
  • PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth (poor Ela). Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle, coming out when I realise I feel like doing a stinky unspeakable.
  • After getting myself a spoon, breakfast is one bowl of watery but lumpy porridge with one slice of toast that I spread avocado and sprinkled a lil salt myself on, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
  • Breakfast finished, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo, rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and spend minutes finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
  • After climbing into the backseat of PIG mum's baby 4WD, she tootles us off to Calamvale Central, where I walk for about forty minutes, we buy groceries from Woolies and a sushi roll from the Japanese takeaway @ the end. Originally I was hoping to buy a yummy BBQ pork salad roll for lunch too but PIG mum was mean and refused. *sigh*
  • Back home, dearest dad was still home; he's having a Whatsapp video call with one of his high school classmates! When I make my way down the hallway, dad hears me coming; he turns around that uncle's daughter just got married! I immediately add my sincere congratulations, then get the ingredients from the fridge and freezer necessary to make myself a tuna toastie with one slice of cheese for lunch.
  • After also cutting the toastie into four triangles myself, I tuck in, washing lunch down with one delicious mug of chai. PIG mum's not a fan.
  • Lunch finished, I use the loo for one more tinkle and then walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful Gods near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. 
  • Priscilla's minding me from 4pm till 6pm. I've got my yummy sushi roll for arvo tea and PIG mum originally said she'd go swimming ... wonder if I can persuade Priscilla to feed me a white tea with two sugars instead? XD
  • Looking forward to watching the 6pm bulletin for the 69TH time!
  • Toms: think Hannah's minding me 9am till 1pm? PIG mum's found David to come gimme physio, anyhow. Presuming we'll go walking and grocery shopping afterwards; Hannah will see me home, showered and fed with lunch before leaving @ 1pm.
  • Don't think I've got anything else happening toms ...
  • Anyways, hopefully bbl, else wishing everyone a smashing Tuesday ahead!
    Cheers,
    Em. ^^
    P.S. All the interesting surnames I saw when watching the 6pm news  bulletin (Nine's) for the 69TH time: Maccullum, Opacic (heard), Upcroft,  Lancaster (heard), Brassington, Saxon, Schultz (heard), Chesterman, Bradnam, Dalton, Gant, Uhlmann, Innes (first name), Willlox, Vidal, Biden, Fauci, Haikerwaal,  Genovese, Zuckerberg (heard), Hemsworth , Martinez, Hay,  Ponga (heard), Fidow, Barty, Tomjianovich, Niemann, and Trbojevic (heard). Wally Lewis read the sports report and Luke Bradnam read the weather report. Brisbane was 10-20 today. Mt. Gravatt toms: 7-19. Sunrise 6:38am Sunset 5:07pm.

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