Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 2032 steps (ha, I'm just over two grans XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Power Of A Superior Promise'; thirdly, TWFT topic's "God's In Control; Trust Him; and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Tend Your Garden but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and SEVENTEEN MINUTES online after PIG mum comes home from swimming and feeds me some arvo tea!! Anyways, events for today?
- Aww, my awesome sleep streak ended last night/this morning when my idiot bladder nudged me awake and ordered I use the pot :P for her but no complaints; 'twas still a sound sleep~
- Nature called again around 6am and after another pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature usually calls hourly after that first daylight pot :P trip but happiness was snoring soundly with Pijum and Pearl until dearest dad very thoughtfully walked silently along the hallway and unpopped the lock into the garage before waking again for the pot :P @ 7:20am.
- PIG mum lets Karina inside when she announces her arrival @ 7:30am. Karina knocks, pushes open the door, bids me good morning and adds hitting tge snooze button for fifteen more minutes ... I flop one of Pijum's ears @ her and she wisely leaves; phew, coz Pijum's too long to give the Bear Bum! XD
- When Karina returns I use the pot :P once more for three tinkles, we get me kitted and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. Thanks to Karina who squirts some toothpaste for me. Teeth brushed, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then head out to the gobbling :P table with Karina.
- Breakfast is one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast shredded into the bowl, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh* Thanks to Karina who turns on Sunrise for my viewing pleasure~
- After breakfast, I sit once more over the loo. here, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the passenger seat of Karina's car and she tootles me off to GCCW! Thanks to her who kindly helped me buckle my seatbelt all day~
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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