Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1717 steps; secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Devestated And Delighted'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'The Cure For Anxiety (3)'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'The BLESSED Mask'; fifthly, the spam count for the week's actually fifteen and sixthly, the spam count for the weekend's only six. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until PIG mum woke me with her THUNDEROUS a-THUMPING around upstairs; after one pot :P trip I immediately tried falling asleep again coz I thought there might've been a chance I could before PIG mum came to hit me with the eye goo @ 7:30am!
- Instead, she entered @ 7:15am? After helping me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dad's @ home; you can bet she'll not help toms) she left me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I complied with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first. Whilst doing so, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- PIG mum coomes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- First I get and give dad's cool Father's Day gift and card for him, before taking a seat. Breakfast is one bowl of two Weet-Bix porridge with all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Think I had one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast too?) Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckle my seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us off to church and parks under the hall.
- At church, the disabled loo lid's down but horrid PIG mum won't lift it up for me. I try the normal ladies loo: the first cubicle lid's down too and again horrid PIG mum won't lift it for me. Luckily, just then Yu Lam walks out of the second cubicle and leaves the toilet lid up! Hence why I use that myself, wash and dry both hands and then grab my usual spot on the most left.
- Yay, I get to stay seated for worship today. I sing everything plus the harmony for two songs; Era and Ela also clap along together for one more song but like every other week, I meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today's Uncle Peter Leung; his sermon topic's 'Revival'.
- After service I use the loo for another tinkle, grab a packet of bikkies and sit, not where PIG mum usually directs me but to where dad has set up two tables for Walk The Wall; I sit and start asking anyone who walks past to please sponsor me!
- I even walk over to where Aggie is and ask are there any lunch plans that I could join but nope, everyone's going home today. *sigh*
- Which means dad and I have lunch @ Hungry Jack's: a pissy little cheeseburger for me, with less than half aa packet of small chips but 1.5 gravy tatos!
- Back home, I use the loo for one more tinkle and then walk myself slowly and safely online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Toms PIG mum says she'll take me grocery shopping somewhere before we come home and have lunch with dearest dad.
- Seeing Aunty Anna for some massage and acupuncture @ 1pm; bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap unceaselessly @ her. XD
- Rebecca's minding me 4-6pm.
- Then fingers crossed I can watch the 6pm news bulletin for the 140TH time!
- Anyways, hoopefully bbl else wishing everyone a smashing week ahead!Cheers,
Em. ^^
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