Wednesday Post 385b

 Good afternoon again! Firstly, Em's new plodding total for today now stands @ 1230 (sorry I can't be bothered getting up and taking four steps forward to make that 1234 XD) but secondly and way more importantly, I'm really still owed FIFTY-NINE MINUTES online after Bree leaves @ 6:30pm! Unsure where the previous post went so lemme start again with last night's events?

• PIG mum left to go play badminton with her mates; dad arrived home and asked how come I'm still here? I explained that CODA had rung saying she was getting her car fixed and would come late.
• Actually she didn't arrive till 5:48pm and instead of letting us  leave immediately dad yapped @ Bree for awhile and then the traffic was awful; by the time we arrived @ QUT all the free parks had been taken, unfortunately.
• Lol, only three attended last night and Bree chickened out and wouldn't take part! XD Hence why we ended fifteen minutes early last night.
• But there were roadworks all the way home; Bree's GPS took us off the highway @ Marshall St. and we just pulled over for dinner @ some Maccas. We weren't sure where it was but just saw the golden arches. XD An UnHappy Meal with an orange juice for me and a McNugget meal with a Coke for Bree.
• Back home repeat the usual nightly events and zzz~
• Today: yay, for the first time in four days, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until dearest dad very considerately walked silently along the hallway and unpopped the lock into the garage @ 7:45am and after one pot :P trip I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
• After dearest dad kissed me goodbye, pretended to suck Pearl's SEVEN pearls, laughed  when Pearl body slammed him for the cheek, retucked me back into bed and left for his hard day's work, I only fell back lightly asleep for a short while before been awoken by noisy PIG mum going a-THUMPING around upstairs because today I was seeing Ray @ the Macgregor house earlier for some acupuncture and massage since he needed to go watch his daughter perform in some dance recital thing!
• PIG mum lets herself into my bedroom to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing bar the bra strap and tee before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• She comes back to help with only Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I use the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. 
• Breakfast was one bowl of Weet-Bix porridge with one slice of dry (unbuttered) toast, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckle my own seatbelt. PIG mum tootles me off to see Ray for some massage and acupuncture.
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^