Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 1567 steps (ha, I'm just over 1.5 grand XD); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'Better Than Everest'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'You Have To Walk Out The Process' and fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Finding Strength In God' but fifthly and way most importantly, I'm really still owed ONE HOUR and THIRTEEN MINUTES online after I get home from seeing Aunty Anna for some acupuncture and massage!! Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 6:20am and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Nature usually calls hourly after that first daylight pot :P trip but happiness was sleeping soundly until dearest dad very thoughtfully walked silently down the hallway and unpopped the lock into the garage before waking for the pot :P again.
- After dearest dad kisses me bye, retucks me back into bed, pretends to suck Pearl's SEVEN pearls and leaves for his hard day's work, Pearl and I happily cuddle and snore, me waking once more for the pot :P shortly before PIG mum begins her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs. Soon, she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with absolutely nothing but the bra strap before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming
hatred and not letting him push me over.
- After getting myself a spoon (9th time this year), getting, opening, pouring, closing and replacing the milk and I forgot what the third thing was XD, breakfast was one bowl of the less yummy (so sticky) All-Bran with a light smattering of Coco Pops on the top, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing
my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me
get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind
the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day
whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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