Good afternoon! Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding 3450 steps; secondly, John Piper's devotional topic from last night's 'The Day Is @ Hand'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Christ Is Coming Again'; fourthly, Our Daily Bread's devotional topic's 'Wagging Tails And Tongues' and fifthly, the spam count for the weekend's just four. Anyways, events for today?
- Yay, 7th consecutive awesome sleep last night! I'd let PIG mum boot me off to bed so early I'd already waken with a full bladder @ 11:45pm but was obviously finished over the pot :P before the new day arrived and I didn't wake again until noisy PIG mum began her daily noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs meaning I've now achieved the 7th time this year where I've enjoyed one straight week of awesome sleeps, score! :D After one pot :P trip I immediately fell back asleep again coz goodness knows PIG mum would get really noisy again one hour later!
- Like cloockwork, noisy PIG mum going a-THUMPING back upstairs awakes me again for the pot :P, after which I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Come 7:30am, PIG mum lets herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
- PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces before I let her gleefully FORCE :( me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I sit over the loo for one tinkle, wash and dry Era and then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Breakfast is one bowl of Minus :P, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely back to the loo, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
- After washing and drying Era, I climb into the backseat of PIG mum's 4WD and buckle my seatbelt. PIG mum tootles us off to church, parking where Uncle Sam said she could and thus saving me from a longer hike down the concrete path.
- Today the disabled loo lid was down but horrid PIG mum refused to lift it for me. Luckily, the first normal ladies cubicle was free with lid up and seat down, hence I used that before grabbing my usual seat for ESS.
- Got to stay seated for worship today, yay! I sang everything, plus the harmony for all four songs but like every other week, meant absolutely NOTHING. >< *sigh*
- Speaker today was Dexter and his sermon was from Haggai chapter one. Service ended ridiculously early today: 9:55am!
- Aunty A kept me company until PIG mum came to pick me up. I used the disabled loo once myself (the lid had been lifted, phew) and then sat around the entrance. PIG mum fed me one little muffin and took off the three almond flakes that were decorating them. Actually, when some aunty came and cleared the container there were still two/three there; since she saw me, she shoved the box @ me, asking would you like another? I just replied I've already had one thanks, aunty. Seemed unnecessary to tell her I had a nut allergy and would explode upon consumption. XD
- Dad walked with me back up the ramp and up the two steps to where he'd parked his 4WD and then he tootled us off to Hungry Jack's where we had lunch with Uncle Calvin. I was pissed coz he'd PROMISED me a DOUBLE cheeseburger but only gave me a single! When I asked him where the other patty was he LIED and said they'd run out; honestly, what self-respecting fast food chain would run outta meat patties around 11am?!
- Back home, I used the loo for one tinkle and then walked myself slowly and safely back online, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting him push me over.
- Dad's left to play badminton and eat arvo tea with his mates and PIG mum's microwaving her lunch; personally I'm just grumpy with her since she won't grab The One Impossible Labyrinth for me to read when I head over to the gobbling :P table after I've finished my most important two hours of the day.
- Wonder where dad'll take us out for dinner ... hopefully not SCSC; I want Chinese food for dinner!
- Toms: it's the Labour Day public holiday! Unsure will I see Aunty Anna for some massage and acupuncture ... PIG mum's asking her now.
- Unfortunately that means I'll not get any support for personal care either, just like today ... *sigh*
- But hopefully bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing week ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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