Tuesday Post 465b

 Heylo again and please excuse the first post; you know I still get too excited whenever I get the chance to post online before midday. XD Firstly, today I've been hard @ work plodding only 555 steps (because obviously, I've not left the house yet); secondly, John Piper's daily devotional topic from last night's 'The Liberating Power Of Forgiveness'; thirdly, TWFT topic's 'Today, Choose The Right Attitude' and fourthly, Our Daily Breadf's devotional topic's 'Let It Go'. Anyways, events for today?

• Yay, 2nd consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn't call until 7:25am, and after one pot :P trip, I spend ten minutes beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh* 
• Actually, that was a REALLY GOOD SLEEP last night; I woke feeling totaaly refreshed! :D
• Pijum, Pearl and I happily cuddled and snored, me waking again around 9am for another pot :P trip.
• Shortly afterwards, PIG mum begins her noisy a-THUMPING around upstairs and soon she's let herself into my room to hit me with the eye goo and help me exceedingly slightly with not only the bra strap but the tee (since dearest dad's still @ home) before leaving me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I comply with after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
• PIG mum comes back to help with absolutely nothing bar Elf's AFO straps and both laces, and then I head over to the bathroom and brush teeth. That done, I head out to the gobbling :P table for breakfast, which is one bowl of Minus :P, all my usual drugs :P and one full mug of water. Over breakfast, I spent another ten minutes continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He created the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
• After breakfast, I sit once more over the loo. There, I do a stinky unspeakable, also leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!
• After washing and drying Era, I plopped online. Have just signed my new concession card since we're gonna watch the Super Mario movie this arvo!
• Unfortunately won't get any support for personal care this arvo but will hopefully get to watch the news (Nine's) for the 67TH time!
• Toms: seeing Ray for some acupuncture and massage. Bet PIG mum's simply DYING to yap unceasingly @ him. XD
• Will presumably complete my twenty minutes' HEP walk with PIG mum grocery shopping toms.
• Jacinta's taking me to play ping pong toms arvo; dad wants me to take my 3rd place ribbon and get a photo with Kim! Oh, but when I get home I need to send my GCCW homework out~
• Jacinta will see me home and showered before leaving @ 6:30; I'm planning to watch the 6pm bulletin for the 68TH time, wolf down dinner and then go to Dr. Lee's place for GG!
• Anyways, hopefully bbl this arvo, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
  Cheers,
  Em. ^^