Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding like 2157 steps; secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘God Is (7)’ and thirdly, the spam count for the week’s ninety but fourthly and way most importantly, I’m still owed FORTY -ONE MINUTES online after Aunty Lucia comes and minds me for one hour!!! Anyways, events fortoday?
~ Alas, when I hit the sack last night, the idiot right side of my otherwise empty skull was starting to ache. I get slightly freaked whenever that happens, coz the brain tumor the cruel and unfaithful God so wantonly destroyed my life with was on the right side, and everytime I get one I’m terrified He’s trying to blow me up, or sth stupid like that. ><
- Still, I had an awesome sleep last night, with nature not calling until the noisy garbage truck rumbled down our road @ 6:20 ! After one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes until 6:30am beginning a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I continued our happy snorings together, until dearest dad comes to kiss me bye before leaving for work around 7:45am . I use the pot :P once more then return to happy snorings with Daddy Bear, knowing that PIG mum’s a-THUMPING around upstairs would wake me, therefore giving me sufficient time to use the pot :P once more before she comes to help me up.
- Sure enough, that’s exactly what happens. I give myself fifteen more minutes of snooze time before getting myself mostly independently kitted; PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO and my laces, before I let her gleefully FORCEL me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). Afterwards, I sit over the loo for only one tinkle. Usually, I sit for two but realised suddenly I felt like doing a stinky unspeakable. In that case, I wash and dry Era then walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Breakfast was that awesome cheesy sausage bun I bought from Sunni Bakery with Kim yesterday! Huge thanks to PIG mum who lemme eat the whole thing in one go; she says I may have a banana for arvo tea. Lol, she’s prolly relishing getting to gleefully force poor Ela to feed me the banana, but I’m hopeful I’ll eat the whole thing before Aunty Lucia comes out and sees all the power PIG mum has over me. XD For breakfast, I also had one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :p and one small half-mouthful of milk. Oh, and I I also continue continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
- After breakfast, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD. Of course, she gleefully forces me to buckle my own seatbelt all day; we also listen to 97.3FM all day, too. Oh, and today Era helps Ela stretch for forty-five minutes and Ela opens and closes her palm 300 times, holding each for a count of five.
- Our first stop’s UQ physio. Dunno why I keep thinking Marnie’s name is Heidi! XD Physio today: eight laps heel-toe walking forwards, two laps walking backwards, hallway walking six laps, weightshifting and standing on just Elf. Maryanne helped us lots today; she says she’s attending some classical piano concert over the weekend!
- After one more loo trip, PIG mum tootles me off to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage. On arrival, I use the loo once first; Aunty Ann tells me I’m her first client today (her usual first one has gone holidaying somewhere) and I tell her one funny story about camp (the camp speaker’s son swatting his little sister over the nappy when she won’t give him the ball she’s playing with) before PIG mum wolfes down her half of the toastie, rushes inside and totally dominates all the talking. I’m serious, here: after she comes in, I’m completely silent, Aunty Ann makes affirmative sounds and PIG mum just YAPS. XD
- That finished, I use the loo once, sit and drink one mug of water then say my thanks and byes to Aunty Ann. I’m not seeing her next week, coz my godparents are coming over from New Zealand
- PIG mum tootles us back home and I walk myself slowly and safely back online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
- Aunty Lucia has said she’ll be late today, coz she’s gotta take some granny to see the doctor. But she’s coming!
- Tonight: Uncle Slam’s taking my dearest dad to the airport coz he’s flying back to Hong Kong to attend Sunny’s wedding! He’s also gonna pick up my godmother Jennifer and my godfather Edward who are flying over from New Zealand
- Toms: Besta’s coming to mind me from 10am till 1pm. Daddy Bear’s bear bumming her when she arrives. XD
- Hopefully PIG mum’ll take me and the godparents out for lunch somewhere awesome together!
- Kim’s coming from like 2:30pm till 4:30pm and dropping me off @ church before leaving; it’s our monthly SHINE fellowship!
- So fingers crossed I can bbl, else hope everyone has a smashing weekend ahead!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
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