Heylo again, and potentially one final greeting for Friday! Firstly, Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Friday now stands @ 1695 and secondly, the potential final, final spam count for the week’s now seventy-six. Anyways, events for today?
-=~Woo hoo, 6th awesome consecutive sleep last night1 nature didn’t call until the noisy garbage truck rumbled down our road @ 6;05am and after one pot :P trip, I spent the ten minutes till 6:15am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
- Daddy Bear and I cuddled and continued our happy snorings together, me waking to use the pot :P once more when dearest dad came to kiss me goodbye before leaving for work @ 7:45am .
- More happy snorings for Daddy Bear and I resumed, me waking to use the pot :P once more shortly after 9am, when PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around upstairs. Not long afterwards, she’s downstairs and helping me very slightly with a bra. I’m going, “Score!” because dearest dad chose that time to randomly come home, meaning PIG mum also helped me with a tee. Besta definitely will toms and there’s a high chance PIG mum will the day after also, coz dad usually hasn’t left for church yet, so yay for that~
- After dearest dad’s left again, PIG mum comes to help not only with Elf’s AFO but my laces, meaning I also get a reprieve from shoelace tying today! that all done, I let her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela; don’t worry, I remind her that she’ll get her once weekly reprieve tomorrow). Afterwards, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also fully leaning against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
cheers,
em. ^^
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