Tuesday, October 25, 2016

Wednesday Post 224

Good afternoon! Firstly, today I’ve been hard @ work plodding 1584 steps and secondly, TWFT topic’s ‘Let It Go’ but thirdly and way most importantly, I’m still owed ONE HOUR and NINETEEN MINUTES online after someone leaves @ 6pm!!! Anyways, events for today?
-        Yay, 4th consecutive awesome sleep last night! Nature didn’t call till 6:50am and after one pot :P trip, Daddy Bear and I immediately cuddled and snored, coz I wanted to fall back asleep before dearest dad left for one one hour later!
Sure enough, @ 7:50am, dearest dad comes and kisses me bye before leaving for work. I used the pot :P once more than spend the ten minutes till 8am starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure, all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
-        Daddy Bear and I cuddle, continuing our happy snorings together, with me waking once more for the pot :P around one hour later. Shortly after that, PIG mum starts a-THUMPING around downstairs and it’s not long before she comes downstairs into my bedroom, hits me with the eye goo, helps me very slightly with a bra then leaves me to get myself mostly independently kitted, which I do after giving myself fifteen more minutes first.
-        PIG mum comes back to help with Elf’s AFO before I let her gleefully force me on like ten minutes of shoelace tying practice. I don’t really mind, coz I’m sitting and can fully concentrate; besides, I get what a kick she gets outta from being able to boss me around, tell me every little thing I’m doing wrong, etc. Besides, it’s not like I don’t know how it’s done; it’s just that Ela doesn’t get the command she’s given! *sigh*
-        Afterwards, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom to brush teeth (poor Ela). That done, I sit over the loo for two tinkles, also leaning fully against the side rail and continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing  on  my good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase 'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets to live?? *sigh*
-        That done, I wash and dry Era before walking myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P table, rising above the cruel and unfaithful god’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
After letting PIG mum gleefully force poor Ela to prepare my breakfast, I sit down and have one bowl of plain porridge with one slice of unbuttered toast, one full mug of water, all my usual drugs :P and one small half-mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also finish my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him, despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good attitude!

-        Breakfast over, I let PIG mum gleefully FORCE L me to walk out to the 4WD, and she tootles me off to the Word bookstore to buy a card and gift for Tina, who’s getting baptised this Sunday!
-        Afterwards, we come back to the Warrigal Square Woolies and buy groceries.
-        Back home, I use the loo once for one tinkle then walk myself slowly and safely online, again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
-        I’m just about to start my writers group homework, when Aunty Deana arrives, bearing a BBQ chook for our lunch! I’m feeling extremely loved here: she not only gives me BOTH drumsticks (the smart woman waits until after PIG mum’s gone to drop off our 4WD with the broken air con before discreetly passing me the second one XD), she also cuts some breat meat for me! I enjoy one mug of mint chocolate milk, while she has this lychee drink.
-        After lunch, I use the loo for one tinkle then return to the computer to finish my writers’ group homework.
-        That done, I use the loo once more than we sit down to watch one episode of Chicago Fire! Hopefully there’ll be one episode every week to watch for awhile~ While we watch, I munch one yummy pear and Aunty Deana massages Ela for around one hour, although I’ve noticed much of her massage tends to be holding Ela in a stretched position. It’s not entirely comfortable, but hey.
-        After the episode, it’s not quite time for Aunty Deana to leave yet; I open You Tube and we watch a live video of Westlife performing Uptown Girl.
-        When PIG mum comes home and announces that it’s time for Aunty Deana to leave, I use the loo once more. Actually, I do a stinky unspeakable, after asking PIG mum please for one mug of water.
-        Someone’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm.
-        Best of all, tonight’s ice cream night; like I always say, a very lttle’s better than none @ all!
-        Toms: writers group! It’s always great fun~ Aunty Carly’s just arrived to collect my parking permit, so must remember not to park in the disabled parking spot toms.
-        Will have half a lunch afterwards with Aunty Carly, I’m sure. *sigh* Dunno why PIG mum just refuses to understand why the second half never tastes as fresh … never mind, I’m sure Aunty Carly will lemme have the ‘bigger’ half. XD
-        Then Kim’s coming to mind me from 4pm till 6pm. Hopefully she’ll lemme outta shoelace tying practice and lemme drink white tea with two sugars! But even if she doesn’t, oh well~
-        So hopefully bbl, else hope everyone’s having a smashing week!
Cheers,

Em. ^^

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