Heylo again and potentially one final greeting for Thursday!
Em’s potential final, final plodding total for Thursday now stands @ 5855. Anyways,
events for today?
- for some strange reason, I used the pot :P twice before
midnight, once after midnight (around 2am) and once more around 6:35am, before
spending ten minutes starting a mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel,
asking him please to help me with the patience, perseverance, strength and
endurance I need to get through today with, giving PIG mum all the pleasure,
all the satisfaction and just suffering for her whenever she decided that only
she can be happy and/or satisfied. It doesn't sound very fair, but she's taught
me through her actions, if not through her words, that it's enough she's happy
and/or satisfied, and I guess whenever that happens, I've just got to grit my
teeth and endure. >< *sigh*
~ For some reason, after dearest dad came to kiss me bye and
opened the garage door to leave for work, PIG mum didn’t thunder down to hit me
with the eye goo, help me slightly with a bra then leave me to get myself
mostly independently kitted, like I expected! After I counted down fifteen more
minutes, I called upstairs, and guess what? She’d fallen back asleep. XD
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Meaning after she hit me with the eye goo, I got myself
mostly independently kitted without giving myself another fifteen minutes
first. PIG mum came back to help do Elf’s AFO and both shoelaces, before I let
her gleefully FORCE L me to walk over to the bathroom and brush teeth
(*poor Ela). That done, I walk myself slowly and safely out to the gobbling :P
table for breakfast, rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over.
Breakfast was about one bowl of plain porridge with one
chunk of unbuttered bread torn into it, one full mug of water, all my usual
drugs :P and one small half mouthful of milk. Over breakfast, I also continue
continuing my mostly silent chat to Percy the saint/angel, asking him please to
help me get through today okay. I find it's exceedingly important to constantly
remind the cruel and unfaithful God that He has no bearing on my
good day whatsoever, that I am perfectly capable of having a good day without
Him, despite Him and apart from Him, because my good day's dependent on my own
good attitude. If only God would remember that ... *sigh* He conned the phrase
'live and let live', so why the heck can't He lemme live the free, independent
life that I deserve? Okay, fair enough, we all only deserve death because of
Him, but why can't He just lemme live the life that nearly everyone else gets
to live?? *sigh*
After breakfast, I walk myself slowly and safely to the loo,
again rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and
not letting Him push me over. Over the loo, I do a stinky unspeakable, also
leaning fully against the side rail and finishing my mostly silent chat to
Percy the saint/angel. Remember, however the cruel and unfaithful God tries to
make my day bad for me, I won't let that affect me because my good day has
NOTHING to do with Him; I'm perfectly capable of having a good day without Him,
despite Him and apart from Him. See, my good day's dependent on my own good
attitude!
-
After Kim arrives, I get into the 4WD and she tootles
me off to Sunnybank Hills Shoppingtown for my fortnightly trip!
-
After using the loo once, Kim grabs Feist’s ‘talon of
the Silver Hawk’ for me (it’s on the lowest shelf; if I bent down like that I’d
prolly fall flat on my worthless arse and be unable to get up) and I happily
read that for one hour, reaching pg. twenty-five @ 10:09am then pg. fifty @
10:45am.
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When Kim says it’s time to leave, she takes me once
more to the loo (this time, I use the normal ladies toilet coz the disabled one’s
occupied) then we begin grocery shopping.
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After getting a small trolley (which Era pushes from
the back and Kim pulls from the front; lucky Ela gets a break), we start
grocery shopping @ Woolies then work our way up into Coles.
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By then, it’s lunchtime! I’d intended to get the egg
noodles this time, but Kim said PIG mum ordered I was only allowed the ho fan?
*sigh* She had the Singaporean noodles herself; we both just drank water.
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After lunch, we both just poked away on our smartphones
… one not cool thing about the awful parents not letting me use my manual
wheelchair anymore’s the fact I can’t window-shop. *sigh*
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Time to leave, we walked back downstairs to Kim’s car
and she tootled me home.
-
After greeting PIG mum @ the front door, I head into
the bathroom for my nice warm shower – I wash and rinse my hair today. I also
sing 21% of my shorter second-favourite song softly, slowly but most hatefully
out aloud, opening both eyes for all the important numbers.
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I have one tinkle before I flip the nice warm water
off, mostly dry myself (thanks to Kim who helps me dry my back, right arm and
both legs), mostly cream myself (again, thanks to Kim who helps me cream Era,
both legs and my back) then mostly rekit myself (thanks to Kim who kindly helps
with Erf’s sock, Elf’s AFO and both laces; yay, today I got one day off
shoelace tying practice!). After using the loo for one tinkle, I wash and dry
Era, then head outside to the computer.
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There’s still like fifteen minutes before Kim’s shift
ends; we just chat. Oh, with five minutes left, she takes me once more to the
loo for two tinkles.
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After she leaves, Aunty Lucia suddenly rings, looking
for PIG mum! Later, when I let PIG mum nab half my yummy potato bun, I ask PIG
mum please to ring Aunty Lucia back. Turns out she just wanted to lemme know
that she may be late toms arvo coz she’s taking her client to see the doctor,
but she will come.
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When I finish my mug of tea, I walk myself slowly and
safely to the loo, always rising above the cruel and unfaithful God’s
near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. There, I stay for
the full five tinkles, while expending all my lives playing Candy Crush. XD
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Fingers crossed dad will take PIG mum and I out to
somewhere yummy for dinner tonight!
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Toms: late morning UQ physio with Marnie. Must ask PIG
mum has the blister over my heel healed yet and may I please try walking for
one full hour on the treadmill? I thought I could walk faster than 400m/hr; I thought
I could @ least go 1km!
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Will doubtless munch half a toastie for lunch while PIG
mum’s tootling me off to see Aunty Ann for a comfy massage.
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And I’ve been warned: Aunty Lucia may come late, coz
she’s gotta take another client to see the doctor before coming over.
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Most excitingly, Uncle Alan’s taking dearest dad to the
airport toms night coz he’s flying back to Hong Kong for Sunny’s wedding; not
only that, Uncle Alan will pick up godmother Jennifer and hubby (Edward?) when
they arrive from New Zealand on the same night! Anyways, fingers crossed I can
bbl tonight, else hope everyone has a smashing day toms!
Cheers,
Em. ^^
P.S. At 5:49pm, I took myself
once slowly and safely to the loo and back, rising above the cruel and
unfaithful God’s near-overwhelming hatred and not letting Him push me over. New
potential final, final plodding total for Thursday: 5944. lol, I’m pretty sure
that if I can return online after dinner tonight, I’ll have passed six grand!
XD
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